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deadbeat

I'm dead beat.
All i could do when i reached home just now was lying on the bed and within seconds i fell asleep.

Anyway, my standard of maths is getting from bad to worse. Trust me. I flunked maths for like 3 times in a row? 5/20 was bad enough but look, i've got 1/15 for my algebra quiz today. I mean whoever even bothers about algebra? Gawd. These stupid numbers people created drove me insane. I'm now really desperate for a maths tutor. I simply cant rely on those stupid books or rather worksheets when i dont even understand a single thing.

A miracle happened this morning. I thought i would flunk my science but surprisingly, i managed to scrape at least a D or hopfully a C?. That particular paper which i got all the formulas wrong and at the end of it i looked at my textbook with the "Oh no!" expression on my face. Gah, anyway, i still got all the questions wrong for that. It's only the rest of the paper that helped to pull up my marks. Guess i need those marks badly since i flunked my practical.

Skipped half of the drama lesson today. To accompany jolene down at the general office. Poor girl, she's been real sick for the past few days. Incredible high fever, sore throat, chest pain and i think appendix too? Gah, hope euu get well soon man!

Later on after school, went back to bgps, but before that, met a esther, hanxi, felicia, leslie and keith at parkway to the cake since we were celebrating ms neoh's advance and ms yeow's belated birthday(: And then took a cab, to the school and met the rest there. Including my darling shreya (: Hahas. Doesnt took really long larhs but glad to see most of my besties there. Miss everyone, i really do.

Guys, should i change url and delete all my post again? My instinct tells me that they had already figured out my blog.

Saw him three to four times today and well, i tried my very best not to look at him. I think i didnt, did i? Once he was walking behind me and was talking to his friend but i dont have a single clue what they were talking about. All i can say is that he got the strong china accent. The way you slur everything and the pitch is like quite high. Everything is linked.



I guess i shouldnt even be metioning him.


These few weeks will be way too tiring for me. Oral practices s back tomorrow and after that, the exams are going to start and i have failed to revise anything yet.

posted by freakout @ 7:37 PM