o toture us.
That's it.
I'm declared to be hopeless.
Seriously.
I cant even hold my breath for a minute. Actually, i could. Just that i'm suppose to breathe out 16 counts. But unfortunately, due to the fact that there's isnt any proper circulation of air in my body, i breathe out in one WHOLE count. And i have to take in more oxygen. Therefore, i inhaled AGAIN.
I cant believe it. I've been practicing holding my breath for a minute every friday. But i just cant breathe out in WHOLE 16 counts. Take today as an example. I couldnt take it anymore and shook my head, while the eupho tutor laughed and told me that if i could take it no longer, i'll be lying on the floor dropped dead. I'm really curious how he'll react when that happens. HA-HA. I'm so sick of his breathing techniques now.
Gawd, i do appreciate plants now. Did some beach cleaning and class picnic on Thursday, at pasir ris park. I guess it went better than i expected, though most of us ended up going back to school with dirt all over. The beach was rather clean, compared to the one at east coast. I guess the rest of the six classes must have spent a great deal of time clearing those junks.
Band yesterday was longer than the usual. We had some sort of mini party for mr tan, who's leaving us and working at the ministry. WE had this powerpoint presentation and i thought that it's rather touching. Perharps, it is. Yeah, mr tan is nice and all. Though he stopped me from pon-ning band once. I guess the band's going to miss him.
Report books are also distributed to us. I've got 9th in class and 162th in the level. =c I know i sucks majorly, you dont have to mention that. I'm blaming on my science since i've gotten a B, when i could have gotten an A. It's a
HUGE difference. And my history too. But as for history, who ever bothers? I knew i wouldnt have gotten pretty high marks on history. Got a bad impression since young.
And as for maths, i thank god for letting me scrape a B for it. I know B isn't GREAT, since pratically everyone is achieving an A. But it's a start. Dont forget you're reading a post written by someone who flunked algebra.
There will be a three-day-band camp. Actually, they shouldnt have called it a camp cause they're using this opportunity to toture us. They've warned us before hand that we're going to suffer
a little ALOT.
Oh great, just what i need. Hopefully i've developed high fever during the weekend. Well, i dont really mind.
Shreya's going away to india. I'm going to miss her. I mean it's not like i see her everyday but at least we calls
YES, everyday! But i guess if i'm gong to hear her voice again, i've to wait till another month.
Same goes to
him I'm not sure if he'll be having TT practices this holidays. But i heard there's a camp.
interclass sports
He's absent today.He's suppose to be involved in today's inter-class sports competition for basketball. But i guess they've found a replacemnt.
Spent over two hours under the sun watching the basketball competition between the classes. We got past the first few rounds but lost to HM in the finals.
I'm certain though cause pratically all the boys in the team were china citizen. Strong build, tall and well, much older than us. We've only got a 16-yrold zhang hong. He played pretty well. I always thought he's those sloppy sort but i guess he can be serious if he wants to. Alvin and He nian did quite well too.
Ooh. I dont know which surprise me more.
Our class didnt perform as bad as i expected or
his best friend played
SUPER well.
I mean it. He scored practically every minute and he's quick, though he dont look like that sort. YF too.
It's rather surprising since he and his bestfriend can play both table tennis and basketball damn well. National champs for TT, and yet, he could play basketball equally PERFECT. He ought to be in the school team. But i guess he's more devoted to TT (:
results
Not only my mouth hurts now. My arms are aching too.
Band practice today, as well as tomorrow. I was told to hold my instrument for an hour without break. Cant rest my eupho like i always do while standing. And will be learning germon love song, for audition.
Okays, my first semester results majorly sucks. Look and you will get what i mean.
History 54.4 C6 (o.6marks to C5)
Literature 59.1 C5 (o.9marks to B4)
Home econs 72.3 A2 (Not exactly important)
Art 80 A1 (WAHHAHA i've got full marks for mobile & it's on exhibition =D)
English 64.4 B4 (o.6marks to B3. WTF?)
Higher Chinese 70 A2 (Unexpected)
Maths 67.9 B3 (Disappointed. Where's my A? I sucks at algebra)
Science 69.3 B3 (o.7marks to A2. I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF!)
Geography 68.6 B3 (Should have gotten an A. Lack of participation in class pulls my marks down)
I'm so pissed off right now. Practically all the subjects i could have gotten a grade higher.
Not in mood to blog anymore. Chile.
quiz
I got dragged into this. LMAO
Seven things/people who makes me smile#1. Shreya (:
#2. Bobba
#3. Blogging
#4. Milkshakes
#5. My darling piggies
#6. My friends.
#7.
Him?Seven ways to win my heart#1. Tell me that you're
serious and meant it
#2. Sense of humour
#3. Loyal.
flirts#4. Never lies.
#5. Be nice to
EVERYONE! not only me.
#6.
Attitude problem#7. Makes me smile.
Seven people that i trust#1. Shreya
#2. Teresa
#3. Jolene
#4. Hanxi
#5. Yi ning
#6. Jeremy Lo
#7. Those i always
loved.Seven things i hope to do/have now#1. Travel around the world.
#2. Ipod.
#3. More time to catch some sleep
#4. Ice skating
#5. More neoprints
#6. Have 6.1'o5 gathering(:
#7.
him?Seven things i do everyday#1. Online.
well practically#2. Breathe
#3. Calls shreya
#4. Speaks
#5. Feed tama.
#6. Laughs
#7. Daydream
Seven people i want to see now#1. Shreya
#2. Ex-classmates
#3. My pigs. JUUNNNYY
#4. Jolene
#5. Esther
#6. Felicia
#7.
Him?Seven people who should do this#1. Jolene
#2. Shreya
#3. Teresa
#4. Weijie
#5. Kristal
#6. Xue er
#7. Yun fan
Wahhaaa, my turn to sabbo (:
AHHHHHHH
i want to cry.
i swear.
he said something hurtful.
how can i ever fall for a guy like this?
it's all yf's fault.
OMGGGG
Not again.
He asked me again.
i lied.I'm so good at telling lies.
aviodingmeobviously
I finally manged to scrape an A2 for both my geography and well, suprisingly my maths.
FOR A PERSON WHO FLUNKED MATHS FOUR TIMES IN A ROW is actually considered as a miracle.
I'm kind of disappointed in my geography though.
Some boring ACC presentation we did today. GAHH, didnt turn out well but i guess i shouldn't be the one complaining as i'm not the one who did most of the job. Or perharps none. At least i turned up on the day we're suppose to meet. I suppose you have to give credits to a girl who helped to carry the mcdonals stuff all the way from tampines to ang mo kio right? (:
And oh,
its confirmHe's 101 percent avoiding me.
Evidence 1 : He had been one of the first to rush back to class every morning considering the fact that he used to be one of the last.
Evidence 2 : He's using the back gate but the other route to the other bus-stop ever since he knew i was using the one he's using previously.
Evidence 3 : He doesnt comes down for recess, let alone lunch anymore.
Well look, now it makes sense that he's avoidng me. Perharps you could leave evidence 3 out.
GAHH, why's all unfortunate events happening on me?
I met him in lecture today and have given 2 hours to stare at him all i want, but i didnt. You heard it. I was way too busy complaining to jolene about my pathetic marks. Oooh. And jolene agrees with me that he looks abit like those 'ang moh'. He does, as a matter of fact. But duh, of course, he's suppose to be a china citizen.
Well, i've been starting to think that i dont care getting whatsoever freaking A2 for that miserable piece of paper. WHY IS HE AVOIDING ME???
weird
Everything turned out weird today.
I got an A2 in HC. Do you count that as a miracle since i detest chinese? On top of that, i doubt i'll ever get an A in lauguages, i cant even speak properly, let alone writing it out. And omg,
his good friend got one of the highest for the composition. And let just say, i miss that with 10 whole marks. It's the paper one that i did badly in.
I shoudn't be too satisfied with it though cause.
I FLUNKED HISTORY But i think two-third of the level flunked it so i guess, i dont give a damn (: I've spent hours and hours reading that book and what did i get? A F? Gawd, if i dont get into triple science next year i'll be stuck with history. In other words, i'll be so dead.
I couldn't believe that i'll class got top for most conductive blah blah blah for the month? I must be thinking Zoe must have been playing a prank on us, but guess i should have nown that 1st april's over. We were in the 11th postition, then 6th, then 1st. Goodness. I guess the immature boys have their own ways entertaining the teachers. 1dilligence keep up the good work wors! x)
Spent nearly 5 hours in lecture theatre today? For HC and history debrief.
He was there too anyway.
I couldn't do it
out.
Wahhaaa. Exams had ended. x)
Had our maths paper 2 today. Was tough. Well, at least that's what i thought. 8-10 marks just left me like this. I guess i must prepare for the worse? But since i'm flunking maths for a long time, it doesn't seems that bad.
OH GAWD!! I cant believe i typed that!Out with darling shreya, glen and shizheng today. Met shreya at the bus-stop near my school. Were deciding which bus to take and she suggested bus10 since it dropped us at tanah merah mrt station. I sort of refused cause we might meet
him. AND I DONT WANT TO!!
i mean it.Anyway, first to orchard to catch a horror movie, next, to singapore swimming club, and then to glen's house. The cinema was damn active, since most of us were secondary kids and all were screaming? For the fun i guess. It wasn't that bad. Just that the image of the died housekeeper underwater kept floating in my mind. And perharps tiffany's eyes. Awww.. it seems scary in the dark though.
I'm too lazy to type anymore.
deeptrouble.
I'm in deep trouble.
Something happened today on the way to the bus-stop.
There isn't anymore he doesn't know, thats all i can say.
I do make such
BIG mistakes in life.
scrwedup
Oh, God, Oh God, Oh God!
I screwed up. I
REALLY screwed up.
Everything went wrong during science paper. I swear, my brain doesn't seems to be functioning at all. Now that i realised, whatever knowledge i managed to dump into my brain the previous night was what you called - pile a waste waiting to be sent to some sort of rubbish dump right in the morning before the exams even started.
God,
if you really do exist, dont let me flunk my science. I was thinking a 2 hours paper would be a waste of time. 2 HOURS?? I need at least 3 hours now. I just simply rushed through my paper and did not manage to check my answer. I was so wrong. Gahh! Guess what's over, it's over. =/
English oral did not turn out to be as bad as i expected earlier on, though i am convinced that i did not did well for my conversation. Practicall, i spent the 3 minutes there blabbering what i had said
REPEATEDLY. And i suppose i used too
many MUCH 'buts' and the examiner started laughing.
The reading wasn't that bad. The teacher
sort of praise me i guess =D
Manage a glance these few days when i see
him. Got a feeling that he rushes back to class every morning because well you know.... since his gf/ him read my blog they shld know what's happening every morning. hais.
Why endings in fairytales doesnt happen in reality?
exams
The examinations are driving me insane. I haven't got any decent sleep these few days and i overslept every morning. GAHH.
Kaes, four more to go. Literature today was pretty hard. Especially the first section. Sort of got everything mixed up. History and higher chinese too. I've problems with several questions for maths but i'm unsure i'll flunk again. Hopfully not =/
Not much to post about. Nothing that excite me these few days. I'm just hoping that the examinations could end quickly.
Now i know he stays in th east. Perharps around Simei, Tampines barh.
Thanks alot teresa. <3
deadbeat
I'm dead beat.
All i could do when i reached home just now was lying on the bed and within seconds i fell asleep.
Anyway, my standard of maths is getting from bad to worse. Trust me. I flunked maths for like 3 times in a row? 5/20 was bad enough but look, i've got 1/15 for my algebra quiz today. I mean whoever even bothers about algebra? Gawd. These stupid numbers people created drove me insane. I'm now really desperate for a maths tutor. I simply cant rely on those stupid books or rather worksheets when i dont even understand a single thing.
A miracle happened this morning. I thought i would flunk my science but surprisingly, i managed to scrape at least a D or hopfully a C?. That particular paper which i got all the formulas wrong and at the end of it i looked at my textbook with the "Oh no!" expression on my face. Gah, anyway, i still got all the questions wrong for that. It's only the rest of the paper that helped to pull up my marks. Guess i need those marks badly since i flunked my practical.
Skipped half of the drama lesson today. To accompany jolene down at the general office. Poor girl, she's been real sick for the past few days. Incredible high fever, sore throat, chest pain and i think appendix too? Gah, hope euu get well soon man!
Later on after school, went back to bgps, but before that, met a esther, hanxi, felicia, leslie and keith at parkway to the cake since we were celebrating ms neoh's advance and ms yeow's belated birthday(: And then took a cab, to the school and met the rest there. Including my darling shreya (: Hahas. Doesnt took really long larhs but glad to see most of my besties there. Miss everyone, i really do.
Guys, should i change url and delete all my post again? My instinct tells me that they had already figured out my blog.
Saw him three to four times today and well, i tried my very best not to look at him. I think i didnt, did i? Once he was walking behind me and was talking to his friend but i dont have a single clue what they were talking about. All i can say is that he got the strong china accent. The way you slur everything and the pitch is like quite high. Everything is linked.
I guess i shouldnt even be metioning
him.These few weeks will be way too tiring for me. Oral practices s back tomorrow and after that, the exams are going to start and i have failed to revise anything yet.
