&rach.

ithurts.

it hurts. my heart hurts.
i lied that i had only admire his looks.
nothing else. but it was far more than that.
now that i realised, it was so wrong.

freak. that 7teen year old guy doesnt even know i exist. maybe he does. but he has totally no idea that i have been writing about him.



sometimes, i really wondered.
why on earth do i fall for this sort?
he drinks. smokes. fights. though i know he is more of the reserved sort in school. i can tell. yeah, and he is much older than me. i always noticed that he dont have a liking for lower sec kids, let alone talking to them. he's always seen hanging with the upper sec from TT. moreover, he's already attached to this sec 3 girl who seems pretty nice, and i want them to be together.

yeah right, 7teen non virgin shhh.



i've been keeping this to myself. therefore i lied to everyone.

posted by freakout @ 7:55 PM