flunkmath
WTF! WTF! WTF!
I cant believe 90 percent of the class flunked the recent maths paper including me. I failed terribly. 5 and half upon 20. Can i please have a retake of test? I remembered we only have 15 minutes to complete the freaking miserable piece of paper though it was meant to last for at least half the hour. I really ought to get to myself a tutor. Any volunteers out there? (:
I doubt i did well for my english and chinese papers today. I spent nearly fifteen minutes reading just the comprehension passage i yet, i dont exactly know what the heck it's about. Chinese was worst cause if i'm not wrong, think i wrote totally out of point. Gee, why am i flunking all my tests? Or rather going to? If only i was borned having albert einstein's brain.
Oh, i'm sorry but i guess you guys had to prepare to relink me again. I
might change my url again. You see,
he & his gf had found out my previous blog. Any idea how glad i was to know i had deleted it long before?
YF phoned me just now and told me to change my blog as he told
him my url. YF mentioned that had no choice cause
he sort of forced him to do so. Think
he tried to bash him up or something =/ but hey, i deleted my previous one so i guess i dont have to worry right? but just in case he found out my current one then i really had to change, and i probably have to delete all my previous entries.
i really dont want him to find out that i've mentioned him all over my blogHe went for the mass lecture today, but left earlier than us as he had to go for some TT prize presentation. Saw him having his shirt out again. Everyone said that he's getting uglier and uglier after that haircut. Gawd. EVERYONE. At least i couldnt find one yet that says that he looks perfectly ok, let alone looks better than before. Perharps it's not that bad, though that a less-than-a-minute haircut could change his looks that much.
he still looks great.
Yay, i'm on the route to forget him. (: It's improving.
this sucks?
Had our home econs exam.
Everything went well, i guess just that the hot dog i fried was alittle burned. After teacher grade caroline's and mine work, this zhang hong went to grab my hello kitty doll which i had placed earlier to decorate the table. I was like telling him that he cant cause it was dressed in malay wedding gown and the food he prepared with weijie was fried rice and it had nothing to do with malay custom. Yet, he started stripping off the clothes of that poor little thingy and then halfway through the teacher snatched it from his hands, and return to us. The whole scene was like damn cute.
Later back in class, after we rearrange the tables during self-study and this alvin chua was carrying marcus's bag, button up ahis shirt and going around the classroom asking the peeps to look act him. This pai kia looked so nerdy cause the fact that marcus bag wasn't low at all for alvin and that he looks like some kids going to kindergarten on the first day of school and i wasted nearly five minutes laughing at this silly kid. And the whole day he kept diao-ing me . BOO!!!!
Gah, didnt see
him at all today but did see ZY once. Dion and her friend mentioned that ZY looks much more better than him and she added that
his hairstyle sucks now. I know, but i guess its not his fault, have to blame mr soon for that. =/
do i still hate like him?
flunksc
Gosh.
I
am going toflunk science. Boo. i flunk science practical by one mark. This is like so pathetic? If only i knew that the bloody hell retort stand could be turned, then it wouldnt turn out so badly.
Yesterday's chinese drama lesson was much, much bettter than usual. We did some kind of short play. Script was given by the teacher so i guess it makes work easier. Jolene, Wei jie, Joel and i were suppose to act together, 3 different characters but we had four peeps so joel ended up being the dung of the cow. It was like damn hilarious. Cause jolene who acted the role of a cow had to shit on the bird who was wei jie and then obviously the dung had to be on the bird right? So joel was like going to jump onto weijie whow as lying on the floor and then the next moment he was on him. Another hilarious scene was that weijie tried to sing? The lyrics made me laugh ehs.
Finish that art project yesterday night. Bits were like dropping off and it was like unstable but it turned out to be quite okay, well, it's still in a perfect shape and bits and pieces were still hanging there. Hopefully i returned tomorrow, i wont see on the floor or the entire mobile without the fruits, like i seen today. That jeremy went to pull the entire row of the mobiles down with julianna close the window where the string was attached to and all the mobiles were on the floor.
Saw
his group mobile. So guai ehs, handed up so early when the deadline was suppose to be next week and i think he handed up the week before. Not bad larhs, with all the pingpong balls hanging at the bottom. Just that the top huh, looks like those thingy shape where you hanged it at your door to chase of evil spirits.
We had 2 english comprehension tests since there's double english. The entire 2 periods, alvin chua and keng hoe behind me was like keep diao-ing and they said in in those kind of gay-ish way? Gross. Last time was jeremy, rui jing and alvin kuan, now was keng hoe and alvin, mimicking the way i say "diao"? The two periods was like they kept diao-ing whenever teacher called my name. And then miss low asked who were the ones doing the "meowing". Gee, i think that shut their mouths up (:
I saw
him 4 times today. According to Caroline had seen him with plaster on his scar yesterday. Thats 3 horizon 'lines' on his head and he placed it vertically down onto the 3 of them.
Rachel tan thinks that i crushes on him now. But the fact is that i dont. i'm serious. And she kept repeating the question again and again today. I'm like so dead man, cause she's in TT. Speaking of that, glad that our c div boys won the national champs. (:
Mr dawood wouldnt be teaching cch anymore. That bad news i guess. He know his physics well enough and he is like damn patient. Actually, i enjoyed his lesson because i get to do whatever i want, and not getting caught for not paying attention. Evil. Guess, everyone will miss that tennis ball head, thats what jingjie called him cause when his head is down, you can see this line, exactly the same as the line on tennis ball on his head separating his forehead and his hair. Gee, i cant help laughing everytime i think about it.
gahh
Gahh. i dont know if my blog went bonkers or something but everytime i opened it, it started playing this weird song that i did not even put into my template and next, this box started popping up and i have to restart the net again.
Worse, i think that my handphone got burned or something perharps. The screen is like totally in those sort of burned color adn there is a black patch right at the top. Disgusting, now i'll have to live without handphone, probably for a week.
Everyone's talking about what to wear on saturday for some show held that night at school. some performances by the CDC. Gawd, and they were like discussing about it as if they were like going for prom night? I was left out as i think i'm the only one not going in the class for some special reason (:
Gee, satisfied with my geography results. Quite. Although those question which i didnt get it right are some rather silly mistakes. It just happened that i cant recall whatever that i did memorise at that particular time.
Saw
him a few times today. I shall not go into details though. I've learnt my lesson to be careful (: Just that he looks
really weird now, with this scar on one side of his head.
Right, i''ll try my very best to hate him. I'll try.Do i really hate him?
soso
Rawr, these few days hadnt been great and everytime i started to post, the idea of posting tomorrow instead popped out, but i guess i had changed my mind today.
Didnt really see him lately. I used to see him four times a day but i only get to see him once now, thats flag raising but usually he come down damn late, later than he used to in the past. He didnt got for lunch and recess break either. Disappointing barh.
Anyway, today during flag raising he was
super late larh. 2 seconds after the national anthem, i turned my head and saw him and his friend running. Hais, stilll not confirm his friend's name. Then up at the foyer, Mr soon shouted without the mike and pointed to them? " The two boys, stand there! " Blah blah blah and after that ask them to stand in front of the yellow line. I went back to class after that but teresa told me the events later on that i had missed.
Erm.. They were to do ehs, 40 squats? Then arhx, teresa told me he went to cut his fringe again. Waa lao. This isnt the first time kaes? Next, think Mr soon questioned him cause he didnt sing the national anthem but then either of them said something about him being from china, he shouldnt. Perharps mr soon undertood that, and thats the reason he made him stand in the middle of the car park, while mr soon stood at the other end and he was told to sing the school song, audible enough for him to hear. But excuse me? Tha'ts
rather DAMN embarassing larh. I mean seriously, if i were in his shoes, i wouldnt even sing in front of the teacher
s. There should be plenty of them at that point plus about 100 peeps who stayed back because they didnt bring their thermometer.
It's damn embarrassing kaes? They went up to take their thermometers down and i suppose thats the reason they came down late. I'm sure. Worse, why did he have to cut his hair again? He did so just 2 weeks ago. We had 3 tests in a row today. First was maths. Before the papers was given to us, Miss chan spent nearly the whole period explaining some freaking algebra sums and therefore, we were given the last 15 minutes to complete the paper. That was suppose to be a half an hour paper and of course, i didnt manage to finish it. x( Next was some boring comprehension test.I was there sneezing, rubbing my nose and doing the paper at the same time. I cant even concentrate for goodness sake! Science was the WORST. I realised i got all my formulas wrong and i apply the same formula for each and every question. There goes my 10 pathetic marks upon 30. I just couldnt afford to lose any anymore. Physics sucks. Its just like having another period of sickening maths. Gawd, i'm going to flunk science. Where the heck are my brains today??
After school, went out with teresa. Bought this tamagotchi. Aww, so cute x) Went to swensens and after that just walked around barh. Window shopping. Gee, she's lucky man, got her own credit and cash card wors. Aiya, i forgot about everything and all my sorrows this afternoon. Guess, it just last for that few hours.
Someone just told me something. It's disappointing.
i dont like him just because he's good looking. i ever thought of it too. but i'm certain that's not my reason. even he thinks that way. nevermind. i guess that you guys just dont understand how i feel. i probably should just forget about the whole thing right? Perharps, i should, that's the best way, and the olnly solution. I'll give it a try, i promise. Gee, his gf and him are back to normal i guess. thats good. (:
I am happy for them
i swear
idontknowtwhatto do.
Sometimes, i really wonder. Are we being brought to this complicated world to feel what's it like to be miserable? I'm really tired of what i do, hope everyday and each so called 'surprises' always turn out to be something that i hope it will never happen. Yeah right, surprise.
Hais, i guess you could figure out who read pratically all my entries listed here by reading my taggie. Hopefully he dont tell FT whatever i wrote in my blog Or else..... I'll be so dead! It seems weird. Anyway, even if i confessed to him, guess my hopes arent high. Mind you, he's the most popular guy okays?
I just dont have the mood to post today. Sorry guys. I'll try tomorrow.
absentdehim
Gee, passed my maths test.
Can you believe how satisfied i am now? I could have failed if i did not get that 1half mark. (:
Scary. Miss chan stared at me during maths lesson and i thought she was going to check my worksheet so i sort of flipped it over for her to see but she went "GOOD! Now i can see your eyes." And alvin started laughing. ARGH, he did mention that i was born without eyes. I remembered how julianna laughed when miss chan told me to cut my fringe previously when it was too long and then that following day when i saw her in the morning she asked why i havent got it cut. Now i did and i kind of regret? Cause i really look sucky now and the bloody fringe was so short?
English was the worst period of the day? We spent nearly the entire period practising phonics. It sucks. Its like we have to repeat whatever the computer blast out? Its damn funny larhs. We sound like kindergarten children learning basic phonics. Gawd!
Siann man. Today FT was absent lorh. I didnt see him the WHOLE day. I'm not sure whether he's sick or he has been excuse from school because of table tennis match. I saw ZY tons and tons of time today. Including science lesson. I saw HM's class coming up to level 3. Just a pity he was not there. Dawood's lesson was as usual larh. BORING! but unlike usual, i did pay attention today.
At least i think so.Eh when we came back from drama lesson, saw YF at the canteen. He was like drinking and he saw me and gave me sort of weird expression barh. No idea whther he's smiling caue his mouth is totally stuck to his bottle. LOL. Anyway, i'm talking to him on msn now and he's telling me about the girl he's crushing on now? And blah blah blah Person A likes B but C likes A. B and C are friends larh and i think C sort of told B not to like A, and B doesnt want to lose C either? A really, really likes B. Well, this is what roughly he told me and asked me for advice. DIAO.
After school, went out with esther and hanxi (: Just hang out at parkway and went to mph to look for my black notebook. i finish my journal within 2-3 weeks. Then went to eat. I'm the one eating while they stared at me. Then later on, i bought this sort of sweet larh. DAMN sticky. Dont really know what you call it. I bought a packet and told them it's nice larh, i was serious. And then halfway through esther was like complaining that the sweet kept sticking onto her teeth and when she managed to get it out, she bite another time and it was stuck again. She was like so fed-up? So cute ehs. Then hanxi like it so much that she took my whole packet away and ended up having flour all over her mouth. That's a funny scene (:
Rawr, boring periods again tomorrow, and will be having hmt test. Another science period to look forward to wth HM and i hope he turns up tomorrow.
HE SO SHUAI CAN????
hahahhahas
I know i havent been posting recently. Its not that i have nothing interesting to crap about but the fact is that i am either too lazy, or totally not in the mood.
EH. i didnt really enjoy my short 5days of holidays as i think i would. I did abit of 'makeover' and i think i really looks sucky now because of my fringe? Yeah, and probably my new spectacles with the weird colours. Everyone thinks that my fringe's weird. No doubt since its over-straight and eh so flat? Gahh. I remembered tan toh wei's reaction when he saw me in the band room. he was like looking with his mouth wide open. i mean it. Freak him larh. And then he gave some stupid remarks about my fringe, followed by my specs. I got my contact lens ready. Just that mum doesnt allow me to wear it to school yet since i almost lost it yesterday. I went for a quick nap and when i woke up, walked around the house and realise that it was missing. Kaes, it took us both 30 minutes or so to find it.
Eh, saturday, went to orchard hotel to have some band reharsal cause they having competition the following day. Afterwhich, went back to school at about 11plus and met hanxi, si hui and liying from guides. Sort of hang around before proceeding to the lecture theatre cause we having some sort of exchange program with some new zeland peeps from band and then watch our seniors play the songs with them while sec ones were sitting at the end and i suppose some of us were sleeping. The music really make us drowsy.
We ended up going home sort of late but as i made my way out of the school with caroline, i saw YF sitting at one corner together with the security guard and he was in his home clothes. Caroline was like, "EH! he came leh!" and i went "huh?" until he saw, smile and wave. Oh and yeah, that night he called me and i was like damn
shocked! SERIOUSLY. I dont regconise his voice. EH, excuse me, i cant, cause the fact that he and i had only talk once and he spoke to me in chinese that time. But on the phone he spoke in english and ehs, its a little weird. he sounds like that male lead in that NC16 show my teacher let us watch recently. LOL.
Back to the events that happens today. Not much. Morning assembly didnt really see
him. Only side view. Blurblur de, all the heads blocking my view. o.o And the 1st period sucks cause we had to do some stupid ACC presentation which i had no idea what we were talkng. We printed out the script and all the parts we had to say. But it was like nothing but a bunch of profound chinese words and i had difficulty in reading. PE lesson was not much better. Played the same old thingy we played last week. And i think there's some kind of war between my friends larh, i dont wish to be involve either. Leave me out.
History was after recess and the teacher wanted to check our books. So everyone was like snatching each other's book to double check? I asked alvin for his book, then flipped to one particular page and then started laughing. Waa lao. His answer damn funny. I'm laughing right now. this moment, when i think about it larhs. Geography was the usual. Same goes for CME. (:
Hey, i saw YF twice today. First was during recess and the canteen and he walked past me so i just say "hi" lorh. And then the other time was during lunch time he was sitting at a corner with a bunch of friends, having their lunch and he spot me so just smile. The sort when euu show your teeth.
Didnt see
him the whole day today, except during flag raising barh. Lunch time i'm not sure whether i saw him or not. I saw this guy wearing blue jersey at a distance who looks like him but later on concluded that it's not but afterwhich, glance again and still have doubt? Not sure whether he's having match today. he didnt turn up for assembly today though his friend did. I think he's call zi ling larh. Should be. So i'll just continue to write ZY throughout all my entries.
Aiya, he's SUPER shuai can? Oh yeah, now i confirm he's call fengtong. Definately le. Cause my friend's friend called him across the room the other day. Hahas. nd i think that the girl YF likes, likes fengtong. I THINK larh. Not sure. Not surprising larh, can consider him as one of the most popular guys in school perharps?
Siannn. Tomorrow there's going to be 4 amin subjects again and i havent figure out how to do the freaking science worksheet. DIAO. Anyway, science period together with HM again tomorrow. Dont any changes PU-LEASE! (:
Lalalala.
he so shuai.
iamsopissedoff.
Gahh. I spent an hour having my previous post done and now, i dont know where the heck it disappeared and therefore i had to rewrite this bloody hell thing again.
I was reluctant to post but i suppose this is the only solution to save me from dying of boredom. Suppose you had to spend the last moment of your life staring at the ceiling and slowly, realised that your heart had stop beating? Erm, why on earth did i start blabbering about death?
Anyway, i am not exactly in a high mood either.We had some exchange programs with the hong kong peeps. 2 was posted to be in our class. Well, think that the guy is sort of weird and that the girl so quiet worhs. But overall, think that they are rather nice (:
Lessons was better than i expected, though that hk guy was sleeping in class despite the fact that eeshuen wake him up repeatedly but i guess the teacher doesn't mind him sleeping.
DOUBLE english periods today. One is enough to freak me out but 2hours of english oral discussion? It sucks. I spent the entire night preparing for the bloody oral thingy and was disgusted that we wouldnt be needing it that particular afternoon and was replaced by other activities.
Was called to answer this nonsensical question about the Queen Elizabeth to Singapore. "What would you to if she would to come and pay a visit to your school?"
Freak larhs, how the heck i know? Seriously, i doubt it will ever happen but if i really does, perharps ill just stand among the crowd and just wave as if i was insane or something? Yeah right, if i would be given a chance to answer in that manner.
Had to stay back for life science lesson today. A
perfect excuse to get away from band. Lesson was great. I had never fail to enjoy this course. had experiments on germs and so on. Guess it was much better than looking at musical notes huh. But i still had to go for band practice later on. And the minute i stepped into the room, was already given a pile of notes by my senior, and i didnt managed to practice cause the seniors were not around and the room where all the instrument was, was locked.
Hais. Damn pissed off larh can? That freaking teacher wanted us to go back to school this saturday cause the band is having some sort of competition and we have to witness it? The minute the plan schedule was given out, i have the urge to tear it right before her eyes. Excuse me, but i had plans for that day! Now, i dont think i'll ever get my hair done. WTF.
Ehs, didnt really see
him today. Except during flag raising, during recess at the staircase when i was going down to the canteen to test my luck and after his music lesson when i was heading for the science lab. Nowhere else and i only managed to catch a glimpse of him each time.
Oh yeah, heard that he's still stuck at learning p2 english. Yeah, and 4 other china guys from his class, in TT too. Cant blame him larh, he just come to singapore so i guess it takes time for him to improve in his english and think he's having english tution now. Abit weird for a 7teen year old guy to be stuck in p2 english though. Now, i realised that the only reason why he did not take the PSLE and was eligible for this school was that the school, wanted him cause he play TT damn well. I mean it. Now, look at our strong cdiv team. Thanks to him and company (:
Five days to get away from school work.
LALALALA
I could consider yesterday as so called "GREAT".
At least everything went well. Almost i guess.
Early morning yesterday, saw YF and YH up on the foyer during assembly to announce and present the trophy to the school and well, they sound so enthu. And down at the carpark, caroline and i were like laughing, though we were suppose to keep our mouths shut. First period was ACC but we didnt manage to finish our project and thankfully the teacher gave us till next week. Hmm.. that's nice i guess. PE was worse than usual cause we played basketball and you know how much i hate it. Correction, i dont like being involve in the game but i'm ok with watching the game. As long as the bloody ball doesnt get in contact with me. I cant dribble properly, let alone shooting.
After recess, when caroline and i were going to leave the canteen, we saw him walking towards the classroom block and convinced caroline to finish her drink quickly. Then, she kept pushing me larhs, therefore i ended up half running, half walking. Goodness he hadnt gone up. He was standing in the midway of the stairs when we saw him. And well, he was sort of shouting to his friend then walked off to 2nd level and left
with his hands in his pocket.
Later on, we had geography test i was having lots of problems with it especially the wind directions thingy and there's quite a number on questions based on it. Then hmt and pc lesson, we watched a NC16 movie, about this partically person who want to change his sex? Damn gross larh, and there's a few parts which made us freak out. But mdm wu said that the purpose of letting us watch this movie is not because of blahblahblah.. ... .... and we burst out laughing again. We watched another movie during CME lesson again. Hahas, we spent 4 hrs in a day watching movies. That's a hundred times better than sitting in class listening to the teachers crapping isnt it?
Lunch saw him again. Twice. First time i saw
him and his usual group of friend queueing up for food and then later when i was walking towards the table to put my stuff where caroline, julianna and i were sitting and they actually wanted to sit at our table but they saw our bags so they settled at the table next to ours. I didnt went back to the table i turned around and headed back to where julianna and caroline was to wait for them till they get their food. By the time we walked back to our seats, he's gone. But 15 minutes later saw him again, this time with a group of upper secs. And they were sitting quite near our table, drinking and laughing. Afterwhich, he walked away
with his hands in his pockets again. Assembly was the best part. We were suppose to practise the school cheers for the coming sports day. Abit disappointed that sec1s attendance is optional. I knew i can choose to go but what's the use of going there when most of the sec 1s is staying at home? Anyway, the whole assembly period, tan toh wei and alvin chua was sitting behind me screaming like hell. FREAK them larh and they
really screamed. Especially this toh wei. o.o But then later on we joined them in screaming too and the rest of the classes were like competing with each other who can scream the loudest. it's silly.
Today sucks, no doubt cause we had all the 4 main subjects in a day + history and CHINESE drama. Ewww...? Eh went down quite early for the morning assembly and saw
him and ZY
with his hands in his pocket again! LOL? His hands' are always in his pockets. Both hands. I've noticed that. Later saw him again when the morning assembly was over. Kaes, he was smiling. NOT AT ME duh. But it's weird cause he rarely smiles and i managed to catch a glimpse of it before going to Mr soon for my name tag. Hais, i still havent gotten my name tag and he want me to write out :
I, Lee Ying Wei Rachael from 1DL had paid $1.20 for 2 name tags and hadnt gone it.
Freak man. And i forgot to put it in his locker today.
Hmt xiao nuan sheng was jeremy's turn today. And it was DAMN hilarious. Julianna and i were like trying very, very hard not to laugh while he was reading the passage. His expression was like as if he wanted to shit, they sort of expression when your face relaxed and got serious again and again. And then after the whole thingy, we ept teasing him non-stop. I feel great, since he's always teasing me about my chinese name, repeating it in a very fake china sort of accent.
Today we had to stay back for some sort of chinese talk. Freaking boring. I wasnt even paying attention. In fact, i spent the first half of the talk sleeping. And then later damien woke me up. The scenes after school was sickening larh. Julianna and i were walking home together, to the bus stop and then behind us was a bunch of irritating guys from my class. Especially rui jing larh. He always follows jeremy calling my chinese name in those china accent style all the way back home. It's all jeremy's fault man.
Eh, think
he's having his finals for the national table tennis match today, since i didnt see him during the talk and heard lot's of screaming at the new hall. And, heard his gf broke up with him. =X
Hais, will be having double periods of english tomorrow. It will suck. I'm having my fingers crossed that both julianna and i wouldnt be called up. HOPEFULLY.
(: i finally got rid of my specs! in a week's time.
conversation
:[ Yun (f) : so u looking for ft?
:[ Yun (f) : i am
:[ Yun (f) : i mean*
:[ Yun (f) : nvm
:[ Yun (f) : u donnt like him
:[ Yun (f) : i mean as a lover
:[ Yun (f) : u donne like him
:[ Yun (f) : ic
:[ Yun (f) : better donnt
:[ Yun (f) : if not
:[ Yun (f) : u will regret
:[ Yun (f) : not joking
:[ Yun (f) : he suai le too many gf liao
:[ Yun (f) : almost every 3 month change one
:[ Yun (f) : because too many girls like him mah
:[ Yun (f) : he try 1 by 1
:[ Yun (f) : not reali
itoldhim
Gawd.
I cant believe i told him
bttrthaniexpect
The day turned out to be
slightly better than i expected.
Did not really see
him in school today, except after the usual morning assembly. I realised that he isnt speaking to ZY. (i forgot his friend's name) At least for the past few days. Anyway, heard that our school Cdiv. boys had managed to get into the final round in national for TT. Think he's in cdiv. If that's the case,
he rawks.
Boring lessons again.
I always detest 4 main subjects in a day. It's sick.
I was fortunate enough not to be called up today. Or should i say its ufortunate because i will probably be called next week for a harder topic? I'll rather do tongue twister, considering that i was given the hardest tongue twister compared to the rest. Julianna and i spent the periods before english irritating alvin and made him do our tongue twister since he got an easy one.
Speechless about the rest of the subjects. Just the usual, i dont want to go into detail. x)
After school, caroline and i went down early for lunch. And i saw YH wearing long pants. Excuse me, but he was still in shorts yesterday. Erm? Does that mean that he was transfer to upper sec level? Anyway, hes 17. It's weird for someone who's 17 to be in sec 1. Same goes to hmg. If he's transfer to upper sec, i'll freak out. Same goes to shreya? She definately want to see him complete his education at the age of 30. Nah, stop dreaming, Shreya (: that will never happen. But i'm sure one day the school will have decided to let him skip certain level in sec school and i will probably have less than 4 years in school to see him.
Nah, i'm just kidding.Erm, then we were queuing up at the japanese stall when this YF came and stood infront of us. He convinced that he was not cutting the queue cause his friend who had previously stood infront of us had left and mdm wu told us to let YF first as he's having dont know what crappy competition later on. And this YF was like joking about mdm wu being his mum and blah blah blah blah.
Right, i am talking to YF for the first time, i mean in real life, not stupid stuff when he's online and he doesnt ahve a single idea that the girl he's been talking to its me? I did not plan to tell him yet. I'm certain that if i do, i'll probably regret this for my entire life cause most likely that the following day, hmg's going to know who i am.
And, i will be so dead.Band practice as per normal today, same ges for tomorrow. How am i going to survive these 3 practices per week for 4 years? And till now, its only the 4th month.
ithurts.
it hurts. my heart hurts.
i lied that i had only admire his looks.
nothing else. but it was far more than that.
now that i realised, it was so wrong.
freak. that 7teen year old guy doesnt even know i exist. maybe he does. but he has totally no idea that i have been writing about him.sometimes, i really wondered.
why on earth do i fall for this sort?
he drinks. smokes. fights. though i know he is more of the reserved sort in school. i can tell. yeah, and he is much older than me. i always noticed that he dont have a liking for lower sec
kids, let alone talking to them. he's always seen hanging with the upper sec from TT. moreover, he's already attached to this sec 3 girl who seems pretty nice, and i want them to be together.
yeah right, 7teen non virgin shhh.
i've been keeping this to myself. therefore i lied to everyone.
tired
I want to finish this off as soon as possible. I wanted to catch a few minutes of sleep before dinner. And afterwhich, i have got tons of homework to do.
Surprisingly, was not as tired as usual this morning and didnt fall asleep in the bus. I spent an hour plus doing that crappy literature till midnight and this morning everyone else forget about the literature assignment which was going to be graded and went to photocopied my copy. LOLS.
Flag raising saw
him as usual and he was walking right behind me and i did not notice it therefore went to ask caroline where he was and found out that he was right behind us. SHIT. First lesson was literature and well, i had never fail to enjoy the lesson. We suppose to do this drama thingy in group of 3s. Hais, why cant they make it four? I desperately wanted jolene to join us.
Eh during recess didnt see him in the canteen nowdays. Most probably he thinks that since he's having match later and was released early for lunch, must as well skip recess. Anyway, this caroline wanted to go to LY so we follwed her to LY and i saw daniel from stalford. I saw him a few times before in school but was not confirmed its him till saw his name somewhere. Then he was sitting near the window so i sort of open the windows and asked to confirm its him, shut the windows and ran away up to HM. Eh, realised that the teacher changed
his place larh. He used to sit near the door de and now he was moved forward. He was sitting where julianna was sitting next to me in class and then when we went back to class, julianna kept on stamping her feets at where she was sitting to irritate
himas his class was just below us and he sits exactly where she sits. She mentioned it seems like cursing though.
History was boring. I spent half the period teasing julianna and this toh wei and alvin was in front of us talking craps. It just sucks. Home econs was better than usual though caroline and i havent decide the dish yet for our project. But we got an overall of 14and half upon 18. At first the teacher fail us de cause she thought that we put in all our research stuff in one folder and actually we have got two folders and later on, she told us to ignore the comments on the previous file. English lesson sucks today. I was called up to answer a damn bloody question and i have no idea what it was about, let alone to provide an answer. Is all jeremy's fault larh. Cuase usually, his head so big then block the teacher's view but today he's absent so well, guess the teacher manage to spot me without his head blocking.
Later on after school, went to watch table tennis match up in the hall. I actually spent the whole self-study period deciding whether or not i should go cause it might be a little awkward. And i ended up going with julianna who accompanied me for half an hour before her dance starts. I saw
him sitting beside the fire extinguisher and he was talking to his friends. I was standing at the other corner for 2 hours and didnt manage to see him play but did saw his best friend played. Played double de and he's not bad larh, though julianna was complaining that he hit too hard cause once the ping pong ball flew towards me right at the other end and landed on my skirt. o.o
Hais sian larh. I dont know whether i should quit band and join guitar. Heard from my friend that there's vacancy now and i once wanted to join desperately but no such luck to get in. Really cant decide. Unless i join as my 2nd CCA but by then, i'll be SUPER busy.
We will be having all the sucly periods tomorrow. Especially english cause we will be starting oral practices tomorrow and you know how much i hate it. Tongue twister. Ewww, and i was given the most difficult one among the lot. How unfortunate! I'll hate this.
Lalalala, i really want to go and Zzzz now. Cya and wish me luck in completing thosehomework and not to be called tomorrow =) Hahas.
boisarelame
My neck and shoulders are aching. I brought home most of the books with me today and i was squashed in the crowded bus this afternoon. I couldn't even move then.
Early this morning before the morning assembly, accompanied caroline to see Mr soon. I was reluctant at first but she managed to persuade me. I don't want to get caught cause of my long fringe so on the way to the carpark i kept sweeping my fringe to the side so it looks short. x)
I was laughing like hell. Before we approached Mr soon, we saw this lady running towards Mr soon and said, " Hi! Do you remember me? You were my primary school teacher!"
And that lady was like blabbering non-stop about how GREAT he is. From Mr soon's expression, i could tell that he was kind of shock and i doubt he remember her, though he never mentioned anything. Caroline and i were like standing at one corner listening to their conversation and i was biting my tongue, controlling my laughter. Later on, caroline managed to get back her mp3 player and i told Mr soon that well, my name tag was not found when the other's arrived yesterday. Bewildered that he did not really make a fuss about it. So, i guess i had the wrong impression of him in the past.
Later on caroline and i went to join the class and we saw
him and his friend. Till now, i couldnt figure out what's his friend's name. Erm, actually i forgotten cause i remembered once seeing his name on the table tennis board for the competition thingy and i knew that both of them are the only ones representing C division. Eh, i saw
him wearing PE shirt for the first time. Usually he couldnt even bother to change into the attire even during PE periods. And this time, i managed to get a better view of his 'new haircut'. Its not that bad, but worse than i expected? I cant believe Mr soon cut his hair until this state. Poor thing. I knew he was that sort that extrmemely care about his hair. I prefer his old one, SERIOUSLY. Others said that its not as bad as i describe. =X
We have our practical test during our first period. It was split into two groups. I was put into the first group but i saw most of the class went back to the classroom so i followed them back and when i reached the class, everyone was like asking me why was in class because they were told that index 20 and below will start the practical first. I was so frustrated with myself and had to run all the way back to the lab again. Think i did not do really well for the pratical, since i ask the teacher too much questions. All because of that stupid retort stand. I thought that the clamp thingy was already the maximum and it was strange cause though it was the maximum, the pendulum bob kept hitting the table. I ended up asking for help and was told that
it could be turned. There goes my marks.
Oh man, look at how stupid i could be English, maths and geography was so-so. The usual sort. During hmt, there's a visitor who came and watch our lesson and we played this stupid game. We were suppose to memorised all the chinese vocabulary that were told by my teacher in the text and write it on the board. When it was jeremy's turn, he repeated the word and we were like promting the answer to him and he still blurblur de, and next minute, everyone was like throwing dirty looks at him. HAHA.
During self-study period was damn fun larh. This ee shuen arhx, came up to jeremy and hugged him. And poor jeremy was trying to get away out form his arms but failed to do so. Not surprising, ee shuen hugged him so tightly and refused to let go. Real gay. Then later on, both of them started hitting each other while i was taking a video. LOL. I think this ee shue today abit 'sot' x)
Ehs, tomorrow will be having all the boring periods. We have to wait for 2 weeks for the bloody science lessons with HM again. There's alot of things not done, and i havent bought all my art materials. FUR-REAK.
I'm free tomorrow afternoon. The TT C and B boys division managed to get into the top 4 position liao, still competing though. Against MSH and SJI.
should i watch him play tomorrow?
iwasright
I was right. It wasn't that
great today.
In fact, it sucks.
I was really sleepy this morning and slept on the bus longer than the usual. I have to complete my self-study work cause i didnt do so the night before and i realised that whatever i had written was rubbish, i didn't even did what the instructions mentioned. Ok, now i am so dead.
Everyone came down extremely early today for flag raising. Who would want to be punished again after yesterday's incident? Well, everyone except probably
him and that group. Couldnt blame him cause his class didn't get punish yesterday and we couldnt expect him to know what's going on that day. By the time he reached the carpark there was already a thousand plus heads, enough to block my view so i didnt see him. During the morning assembly, Mr Soon mentioned that he caught a guy with extremely long hair yesterday, and caroline was like giggling there cause we knew that well, its certainly
him.Anyway, the DM was so wrong. His hair isnt long, its only his fringe and his hair isnt
that spiky like what the rest said. For godness sake, doesnt he know that such word 'fashion' exist? Nah, kidding, i was wrong. But seriously, caroline thinks that he looks much better in his 'new' hairstyle. I shouldnt say that i strongly disagree with her. Its not too bad actually, but i still prefer his 'old' hairstyle. The only thing that makes him looks great now its his fringe. Cause he used to keep his fringe long, like Zhiyang's one in CSS and i once seen him playing with his fringe at the stairs.
First period was HMT. I'll keep that cause i have no comments on it just that the teacher gave too many work. I thought we aren't suppose to get homeowrk since we are on the TLLM course?
Science sucks cause
Mr Dawood did not bring us to the lab. WTH, WTH, WTH! Now the lab lesson with HM is a goner cause i perfectly knew that we arent going to see them tomorrow though we have the same period with them but i guess they somehow got into our lab today to finished their science practical while we have ours tomorrow. Julianna and I was like arguing about whether we would see them in the lab tomorrow as they might not come to the lab since they finish their practical already. I managed to convince her that we will though i am not sure about that. We ended up reprimanded by
Mr Dawood and yeah, we stopped everything cause he threatened that we wouldnt know what to do tomorrow if we dont listen to him now.
Yeah rightI feel like giving him a punch on his face. Nono, hahas, was just kidding.
Right towards the end of the period, i saw
him past my class
for the first time. It was weird cause his class was located below mine. Anyway, i didnt really see him. Just a caught a glimpse cause when i looked up from my paper and saw his friend, he was already at the back door.
After recess had english. We have writing today and was told that it would be counted in our exams and i wasn't sure that i did it well. We have maths test today and i didnt complete it on time therefore, i left 2 to 3 uestions blank on the paper. Sobsob. I dont want to flunk maths
again.Drama was fun as usual. Mr Jow rawks man, he always make the lesson so fun and he mentioned that we did better than the rest of the classes in today's activities. We were suppose to act out erm, different emotions and feelings and well, i actually thought that some of them were hilarious. Later on had our comprehension test which i find it difficult but i dont really bother about it. Afterwhich, julianna and i went to Miss Low's locker to hand in our comprehension papers as we were probably one of the last to finish it. We couldnt really find our class's pile of worksheet so we were like searching for all the books and worksheet in her locker. Sort of mess it. We even went to flip through quickly HM's self study books but i didnt see his. Then, afterwards YF came with his compre paper too and he seems to be in a hurry and he went to slam the locker door so loudly. HAHA. Fortunately he didnt seem to notice i was there.
We came out and was disgusted to know that the sky was overcast. I was walking to the bus stop when all the lightning and thunder started. I fear lightning de. DAMN scary. Then met cheng sheng at the bus stop, and felicia and keith on the bus. (:
Tomorrow there will be science practical. I'm quite nervous about it as julianna did most of the experiments usually in the lab while i just stand there and watch. I couldnt even attach the string with the pendulum to the bloody retort stand.
Hais. Everyone got their name tags today. Everyone except me. I dont know where the hell my name tag is. I'll freak out if they tell me that mine wasnt made cause i waited for 2 whole months for it. It sucks. Zoe promised to ask Mr Soon about it for me. Hopefully she will. Thanks anyway.
Oh well, i dont know if i want to skip band tomorrow. I have not finish reading my theory yet. Need to go now. Hopefully i'll be back tomorrow. x)
yayay
Woohoo! Cheeyang won x)
I sort of scream when the result was out yesterday cause Renfred was out. I wanted Teresa and Cheeyang to get in and they did.
I spent the entire morning doing the home econs project that was to be handed up erm.. last week. The teacher threatened that if we do not hand in by today she will send us for the 'event'. Obviously detention. Thats mean. Nah, kidding. FREAK LAH, i do until like siao and in the end she did not turn up today, and cause me for flag raising. I didnt see him, at least i dont think so as the carpark was already so crowded. How do you expect me to spot him from the front? The DM was really angry and made the
ALL sec1s EXCEPT HM to do squats. IT sucks. I just realise that most teachers favoured that class so much.
ACC was damn boring larh. I was pretending to be listening to the teacher but i am not. Well, you know, just sit there and stared at her while she does her crappings but the fact is that teachers doesnt know that some of us are looking at you but have their mind somewhere else. Who even bother about ancient china? PE was alright, played table tennis again with julianna, celestine and noelle. Thats all.
I thought i could escape from history today since i expect that there wasnt to be much time for the teacher to bring us to grand auditorium for my group's presentation but i was so wrong. We ended up doing it in the class and i dont think it went smoothly. I dont expect high marks either since most of us just stand there and stare while zoe did most of the talkings. Geography teacher made us do that class participation thingy again as usual. Actually, she sort of forced us larhs. And we were told that there will be another test next week. Hais, one after another. CME was also ok larhs, miss lim brought us to watch some cartoons with a complicated story plot. Dont really understand.
PC lesson was spent discussing the duties for the dont know what heck thingy drill. Was funny, cause jeremy and jing jie was talking about the trash bag thingy. Assembly was as usual lorhs, nothing new, but the singapore idol thing was sort of hilarious and caroline kept laughing there, saying that someone is as cute. *faint*
EH, damn funny larhs, saw
him today with his new hairstyle. And then later on the day, YF told me that is the DM cut for him de cause the DM find that his hair too spiky le so went to cut for him. But then cut until damn nice larh. Not bad liao, should suggest to him that he should rather go and be a barber than staying in this school. HAHA. No wonder caresse said that she saw him at the foyer with chair and table and i thought he was having detention. LOL? And today arhx, i saw his name on the table tennis board when i went for PE so now i know his full name le x) But then sort of weird, cause he is 17 and his name was under the list of age 14 and below. Perharps he playing for c division de larh. Hmmm?
Eh, met up with hanxi today, still as cute as ever larh she and she was carrying so many things in her hand. Was raining very heavily and then i was up on the double decker bus and all the water was like spilling in and i got my skirt all wet!
Lalalala. Tomorrow will be having lab lesson beside HM but i'm certain tomorrow isnt going to be so called
GREAT cause 3 test in a day, including maths and i'm having my fingers crossed. I dont want to flunk maths again.
Urm? Does tiptoe-ing often helps to increase your cells? I want to grow taller!!
sometimes, i wished that i was borned 2 years earlier
sianlalala
Boo!
i am not suppose to use the computer now but managed to by using the excuse of doing my project which doesnt need any internet resources.
Who cares. Anyway, met up with some of the bgps-ian yesterday at TM, some sort of gathering to celebrate junsheng's birthday. I was the only one who was my bloody school uniform with extremely long skirt and was not allowed to enter the arcade so i stood outside and wait. Overall it was ok larh, i have no comments and i think that his friends from AHS are pretty friendly.
Tons and tons of homework and havent started on my ACC project. Have you all realised that i am always complaining about the continous flow of homework given by the teachers. I just have nothing to blabber about. Next week is going to be a freakiing week for me. Lots of tests. English compre & compo, history, maths and science practical. SCIENCE PRACTICAL!! i'm certain i'm going to flunk it. I dont mind having 10 science test done on paper compared to this bloody science practical thingy. Oh man. I'll make sure i find out from the peeps how to get the bloody string attached to the retort stand since it always have slipped off no matter how hard i tighten it.
Ehs, think the B boys lost on friday but i think they are still in the national.
He cried according to his gf.
No idea if she is refering to him larh. Most likely though.
By the way, happy sweet thirteen to hanxi x)
