&rach.

:D

Nick :D
I LOVE YOU.


It's amazing how I'm attracted to guys who feel that their lives are ending in 10 minutes.
Not to mention, an affinity for leather jackets.

posted by freakout @ 7:52 PM 0 Comments

awful.

Damn, I feel awful now.
I'm beginning to blame it on that cup of vanila milkshake I drank 2 hours ago.

Or maybe not.

I should've said that it's me and my sucky mood
who have made you read this.

Alright, I've gotten back my literature.
It's still a B.
Not just any B, but a borderline B4.
Since history had already repeated iself again,
I'm assured that mid-years' gna be no better.

I know, I know.
I'm already aware that my grades are slipping away.
It's not just the literature I'm fretting. about.

By showing you the practice papers I've done for maths,
I'll be explaining to you in much elaboration and details.

I don't even know why I'm bringing this up.
If I thought that it would have made me feel better,

I'm so wrong.

posted by freakout @ 7:22 PM 0 Comments

addictive

These sure are addictive.

posted by freakout @ 4:23 PM 0 Comments

cm

Believe it or not.
I saw a sixty-year-old man who resembles Chad Michael.

posted by freakout @ 11:58 PM 0 Comments

:D

Furious flutter

posted by freakout @ 10:44 PM 0 Comments

damn ipod.

Itunes had detected an ipod that is corrupted.

A day without my ipod is enough to kill me.
Now, I couldn't even get any responses from this damn thing.

Just came home from guitar lessons
and I was intending to finish my weekend usual trash of homework by tonight
But I guess I couldn't now.
On top of that, I wanted to finish up charmed thirds by tonight.

Right people,
Got a few assignments/papers that were graded already.
And oh, my D&T toy figure was totally ruined in my not-so-good-at-handling-craftworks hands.
Ha, it's an A.
But wait, everyone achieve a A for D&T.
So,

It's no big deal.

And I know you're gna tell me that no way I shall moan about this.
So, right, I shall shut up,
considering the fact that none of those pieces were saw by me.

Yes, I'm delighted but ugh, remorse to announce it.
Damn, I'm not even suppose to tell you that.
So yeah, you shall keep your lips sealed
And no one will know :D

But hey, Mr Sim should give me credits for sacrificing 4 hours of my life,
And also risking to be offered a detention slip
in order to paint it,
leaving layers and layers of over paint.
Still, he's uncharitable about the marks D:

History was a complete 2007 disaster.
It was merely a pass
because I didn't even state my point of view for both disagree and agree.

The other day I was asking Mr Macdonagh
If we need to state both of them
And he gave me this ludicrous grin rant on and on about something I don't even understand.
That explained my C.

Shopping spree tomorrow :D
Gna find myself a nice locket.

posted by freakout @ 9:49 PM 0 Comments

;D;D

RAHRAH.
I need to start saving up for that Mr Bean's miniature teddy
and also that effing pretty eye mask necklace from 77th Street.

I'm pretty broke as you can see.



New record.
Saw him five times in a row :D

posted by freakout @ 9:14 PM 0 Comments

;D;D

One word to summarise my day : Awesome

Cranes counting competition :D
Contestant #1. Presenting Jolene!
Contestant #2 Presenting Weijie!
Contestant #3 Presenting Alvin!
I'll let you decide the winner :D
Rare Portrait featuring "The act of LOVE"
Back home! (Take note of the height contrast)

And later at Parkway...

My new Necklace :D Pretty cute huh? Does this seemed familiar to you? I'm so gna save up to get this!
Sherina's melted ice-cream.

My tummy's grumbling. That's my cue :D

posted by freakout @ 8:18 PM 0 Comments

book

It's lying in my hands now.

posted by freakout @ 6:05 PM 0 Comments

sick

Becareful what you wish for.
Of all my demented dreams, why did this one came true?

So much for throbbing headache, parched throat and building a running tap in my nose.

Been planning to post some pictures.
Taken a couple of weeks ago :D

Presenting my love & I :D

After Nick of course, oops.

posted by freakout @ 2:32 PM 0 Comments

Omfg,
Charmed Thirds by Megan Mccafferty had arrived.
I've been waiting for the book to get transited for 123456 years.

It better be a fantastic novel.

posted by freakout @ 7:44 PM 0 Comments

chinese sa1

I've yet to experience any major insomnia till yesterday.
Had done my revision for Chinese before 2200
And went straight to bed at approximately 2345.
Usually, once my head hit the pillow, I'm already off to dreamland.

But somehow, yesterday,
I was still wide awake, tossing and turning at 3 in the morning,
attempting different method to put me to sleep.

1. Flipped my blanket, pillow and bolster around,
having my fingers crossed that the cold sensation will put me to sleep
as the previous surface of the items I mentioned above was like drenched in my perspiration and warm from my body heat.

Gross
2. Counting sheep doesn't help either, I break-off way before I reached hundred because
I was beginning to imagine different kind of unfriendly ones
with eyes glaring straight back at me as if I'm an invader.

3. Spend an hour listening to Akon's Smack That repeating it continuously until my eyes gets droopy but still, it ain't any help

Relinquished all my plans and fell asleep somehow.

Alright, Chinese paper today was total shit.
Of course, screwed it with absolutely no doubt
For example, everyone claimed that majority of the answers to the MCQ question was As,
And I, on the other hand, had awfully lots of Cs.
Anyway, I hardly understand a single thing on the miserable piece of paper
and uh, of course, I don't happen to have an affinity for Chinese.

Suck my blood.

Darn, I see a long and tedious week ahead.
I mean, with of the reports for IPW, D&t stuff and the stinkiest homework you can ever get,
I don't see why not.
Comprehension paper tomorrow.
Might as well I come down with some infectious fever and all.
Or perhaps sore throat that only allow me to croak all day?
Yeah, but I guess that doesn't help either.

Well, I've a sudden craving for bubblegum flavoured ice-cream now.
Lips-smacking good.

And oh, nick carter too :D
Nah, take away the sudden.

posted by freakout @ 6:57 PM 0 Comments

brb

I kind of came by to say that I'm totally in love with Nick & his voice.
Oops.

I've got an abstract to work on.
Will be back later :D

posted by freakout @ 6:16 PM 0 Comments

Dark olive skin, electric eyes and hair that made him look so confident
may turned me on.


but he's just another poseur.

posted by freakout @ 12:51 PM 0 Comments

back!

Recently, I've been wondering what I really want in life.
Way too much.
I don't deny it. It was about too much to ask for,
And even so, I've my doubts
It occur to me that it was probably equivalent to the route to Mars and Venus.
but am i willing to take the risk?

I had not post a decent entry for like donkey years.
I'm still way too busy with work and all even after the SYF.
And thinking about it,
Strangely, I miss band practices like shit.

Teacher's hadn't attempt to make life any better for us.
The amount of tests, homework and projects.
Is enough to set fire in my brain.
Mid-years' round the corner and
My results are slipping away.
My Chinese had been consistently stayed at the grade of a pathetic B4
and while everyone else is way 'above me.
I shall take back my words of leaving Chinese alone
B'cause under such circumstances,
I may have a second thought about dumping my 8triple away.

Sry people, I don't really have the desire to blog anymore.
Talks about timbre.

posted by freakout @ 12:10 PM 0 Comments

syf competition

Clinched a Silver.
I guess we couldn't describe that feeling which is neither disppointed or please.
But well,
thinking about many good bands that deserve much better than a silver,
I guess, that shall be it.

We will do better in 2009!
Won't we? ;D

posted by freakout @ 7:15 PM 0 Comments

scared

DHS & SJI got a silver.
Way too shocking.

Please don't let me regret what I've done tomorrow.
Hopefully, I don't crack up my notes.
Hopefully, I don't screw up my effing E,C & Aflat.
Hopfeully, I don't allow my notes to tremble like hell.
Hopfeully, I don't screw up my rhythm either.

I'm having my fingers crossed

posted by freakout @ 9:09 PM 0 Comments

maths

I can die just by starring at those algebra sums,
knowing that I could never solve them.
Perhaps it's nothing short of a miracle that I passed maths.


Oh, just spare the obliteration of countless brain cells.

Screw that exacerbating morose mood of mine.
I swear, it's the hormones.

One &half day to SYF.

posted by freakout @ 9:47 PM 0 Comments

gold

Maris Stella & Bedok North.
GOLD!

Darn, this is gna be pressurizing

posted by freakout @ 8:11 PM 0 Comments

syf and all

Those disastrous events of mine is gna out win my perky moments this week.
Firstly, I've officially screw my maths paper yesterday, thanks to that brain of mine, malfunctioning at the wrong time.
As for that Chinese paper, all I wanted is a pass ;DDD

Darn. My own mother tongue language is getting weaker by days and now those writing assignments I got back were merely a pass, or else, flunk it by a digit or two.

Let's put it this way,
the only reason I tolerate with this whole idea of remaining in HC classes
is because I could drop Chinese in JC.
Not coming across any Chinese characters, let alone read or write it,
it's an absolute luxury! ;D

This year's SYF judging is effing strict.
Mr Wong said it was probably the strictest in history.
I was already astounding by the fact schools like
Victoria, Temesek, Catholic High & Anglican dropped from GWH all the way down to silver.

Roar, and the way Mr Wong said it actually made me panic over my poor intonation.
Shall I not be a coward and play my effing E out loud.
I tell you, it's gna be awfully out of tune.
I'm starting to fret over this whole issue.

And I ain't going to the Sport's meet tomorrow.
Band practices did not change to the afternoon like I thought it will.
So, I guess this proves that my instinct is highly inaccurate.
Was disappointed alright,
But pondering over it now,
it's kind of moronic to be moaning about it 24hours a day.

Oh yeah, I just recalled that comical act happened yesterday on my way home.

Ryan and Sisui 'stalked' me home,
But anyway,
I hastened my pace when I knew they're behind me,
at the same time, speaking on the phone.
Both of them caught up with me and speed up too,
until each one of them we right beside me.
Without acknowledging their presence.
I paused, they did too.
I started walking, hastening up every second, they did too.
I paused again, they did too.
My ignorance made it clear that I'm frustrated and continued my walked.
They did not follow.
I turned back and a split second later,
I was laughing my ass out.
Sisui's got a leg cramp.
You should have seen the expression nailed onto his face.

posted by freakout @ 7:56 PM 0 Comments

RAHRAH

How I wish I could approach the witch
who took away all your worries for you.

posted by freakout @ 9:15 PM 0 Comments

borders

I went all the way to Borders at Wheelock Place
and came home empty handed,
due to the fact that I was really rushing for time.

But I did manage to get the book, Burned by Ellen Hopkin specially reserve and screw it,
it's gna take 6 weeks or more to arrive.
Darn, I'm gna feel 30 bucks poorer by then.

My pig just called and he was like complaining about the
fact I was exempted from the Sports' Meet this Friday.
I'm not exactly pleased about this either.

Okay, wait, I take back my words.
I'm extremely horrified about this.
I was kind of looking forward to it and a band practice have to ruin everything.

ROAR.
So I guess I can't meet my buds from Dunman, Yining & my pig.

God, if you hear my prayers,
Change the darn thing to the afternoon after the sports meet or so ever.

I'm darn busy this entire week.
Within 5 hours tomorrow,
I have to:

Attend D&T extra lesson.

Try on the effing gown.

Study again for maths test.

Study for chinese test.

Buy Zebra fishes for IPW.

Finish Sloppy Firsts.

Get me out from hell.

8 days to SYF!

posted by freakout @ 8:05 PM 0 Comments

I loathe him for ditching his good friend for a girl.

9 days to SYF.

posted by freakout @ 10:09 AM 0 Comments

max baldry

Max Baldry in Mr Bean's Holiday
is bloody adorable ;D
I wna kiss him already.

posted by freakout @ 10:18 PM 0 Comments

burned. by ellen hopkin

Zomg,
I swear, Burned by Ellen Hopkin is the best book I've ever read in my entire life.
The book is written in forms of poems.
I'm not kidding, this book is terribly touching,
though the protagonist and the man she loved died in the end.

You see, her abusive father forbid her to have a relationship with anyone who is not a mormon (god know what's that, i suppose it's a religon) but being defiant, she ..
Darn, forget it, I'll just copy and paste the summary I got from Amazon.com.

Poems in varied formats captivate readers as they describe a teen's immobilizing fear of her abusive father,
disgust with a church hierarchy that looks the other way, hope that new relationships can counteract despair, joy in the awakening of romance, and sorrow when demons ultimately prevail.

Pattyn Von Stratten is the eldest of eight sisters in a stern Mormon household where women are relegated to servitude and silence.
She has a glimpse of normal teenage life when Derek takes an interest in her,
but her father stalks them in the desert and frightens him away.
Unable to stifle her rage, Pattyn acts out as never before and is suspended from school.

Sent to live with an aunt on a remote Nevada ranch, she meets Ethan and discovers forever love.
Woven into the story of a teen's struggle to find her destiny is the story of her aunt's barrenness following government mismanagement of atomic testing and protests over nuclear waste disposal.

Readers will become immersed in Pattyn's innermost thoughts as long-held secrets are revealed,
her father's beatings take a toll on her mother and sister,
and Pattyn surrenders to Ethan's love with predictable and disturbing consequences.

Close to Romeo & Juliet,
If not even better.

Define true love.
This book shall give you the answer.

posted by freakout @ 10:46 AM 0 Comments

hates

Shut up.
Because, I can state with certainty that you're no better than her.
I jolly well loathe people who

have absolutely no sense of originality due to their idleness

perform acts of dishonesty.

posted by freakout @ 9:29 PM 0 Comments

ca1

Don't you find people who take their own sweet time to get into the lift utterly annoying?

Because I do.

And being impatient, it always spoils my mood.
I mean, it really irritates me that the lift is not moving, stuck at the particular level because somebody is trying to hold it back and they are absolutely clueless that this actually lead to me missing a public transport during a weekend
and having the school bus to wait for me practically every morning
despite the fact that I've made an effort to leave my house 5 minutes earlier.

& Oohh, we've gotten back our progress slip for CA1
and let's just say I'm totally ashamed of my maths results.
Having read Miss Chan's remarks on the back page,
It actually gave me the urge to cry.
She was expecting me to do well for my common test
and no, I have to screw the entire paper up.
Darn, nothing could replace the awful remorseful feeling inside me now.

Astonished that I've actually achieve an A2 for science.
& it's actually my practical that pulls me up.
I mean look, it sounds ridiculous because
I cried like a baby throughout the entire test and teacher had to extend my duration
because when everyone's handing up their papers,
Mine was still untouched.

I'm still miles away from 8triple.

English A1
Maths B3
Science A2
H.Chinese B4
Geography B3
History A1
Literature B4

Sooner or later, I'm gna get kicked out of higher chinese.
I just knew it.
Like an unanswered prayer, I wait.

Bye people,
I'm back indulging in my own fantasy of Nick Carter ;D

posted by freakout @ 6:37 PM 0 Comments