Sometimes, When you haven't seen a certain someone for quite awhile, you tend to forget everything about them. Though, you're convinced before that he or she will be etched in your heart.
It's undeniable, well, at least that's what I thought.
I saw him today at the canteen. Yes, hmg ;D Does this three-letters word seemed familiar to you?
Anyway, he's playing for Presbyterian High now, and it seems kind of awkward seeing him in a different jersey Not the blue one he wore when he was still here in Chung Cheng.
It's kind of funny how I miss those days, watching him, with his head bend down it this weird position, scribbling hastily, Mr Soon, giving him a lecture about his hairstyle, or even walking back to his class with hands glued deep in his pockets.
Come to think of it, but I have to admit that I miss him.
I'm hell disappointed in my results. The only two subjects which I've scored an A1, are pretty useless ones like Geography and history. & those subjects which are hell important are those that I did badly in. Disgusting little C5 will be stuck in my term one report card. I'm seriously considering digging up Albert Einstei's brain from his grave and replacing it with my mouldy brain.
By the way, no offence, but I really want Miss Goh back for history. Mr Mcdonagh's lessons are awfully boring. Besides, his British accent is way distracting, Compared to Sexy Americian accent. It's just that, I would have prefer Miss Goh cause her way of expressing in class enable us to understand better and yes, her notes are highly efficent. Rather than Mr Mcdonagh who just leave it to us read the whole Chapter and expect us to know it inside out by this Thursday by giving us a test. I was starting to like history this year and even considering taking it in Sec 3 But now, forget about it.
& oohh, we've got a new teacher taking Mdm Wu's place for chinese lessons and I tell you, he rocks man ;D Although, I pity for him that nobody tried to listen to him at all.
Yes, he's way adorable, & I kid you not ;D
I've always been wanting to put up a list of my favourite novels up here but I'm just indolent. You can't blame me for that! ;D
New skin ;D Done by my sister because of a certain deal. & yeah, she got so mad, cause I wasn''t satisfy with the first one and I claimed that she has no respect for my idol my cutting his arms off the picture and looking like he's armless, or rather half of his arm missing. Thank goodness that my Nick has got his arms back now ;D
I was intending to complete my homework this morning But my parents are cross about the fact that I've bombed my handphone bill once again because of my Internet usage and all. And they made no attempt to stop nagging from the morning till, right now. So yeah, thanks to them for ruining my homework mood and turning it to my fractious and huffy self.
Anyway, we had this exchange program held at Bedok North Secondary yesterday and we didn't do that well. I was amazed by the fact we didn't get reprimanded by Mr Wong cause I believed that we did worse than the other practices we had. & well, he seems contented about it. I don't deny that I was playing complete shit during the first round but I reckon that I make it up during the second round. Well, hopefully ;D Because, I was perspiring like shit attempting to sound louder.
Damn, I detest my hair to the core now. I've got to spend approximately an hour a day trying to fix it up because every single minute, strands of them are dropping and the tail gets smaller and thinner after a couple of hours. You can't blame me for feeling like a mad woman walking around with a tail of a cow chopped into half.
Oh yeah, & on Thursday, Zhang Hong drew these on the board. Reflecting each & everyone of us by drawing our nicknames on. Kinda cute ;D
I've survived several days avoiding the keyboard, till yesterday when I attempted my literature essay which I spend an whole 2 hours on. And, I dare say that I've not finish all my holiday assignments yet. But thank god some lessons doesn't fall on the early part of the week.
Alright, the only paper given back to us was Chinese which was 2 weeks ago and I like said before, I don't have a liking for it and I should be thankful that I've scraped by a B4. (low b4 mind you) My parents doesn't get too offensive about it too, So, no worries, I'm okay with it ;D
By the way, Miss Chan mentioned that a handful of students flunk maths and no doubt i'm included. I've no idea if I've mentioned this in my previous posts before. But, I've totally Srewed maths. Yes, Screwed with a capital S. I didn't manage to finish the paper whatsoever and to make things worse, I panicked after noticing that I was running for time and did the rest of the paper in a hurry. Remind me that again, thankyou. Roar, I just hope that I did better in Science but apparently, that's like 1 out a hundred.
And oh, the plan for English this term's gna suck big time, because, the semester's weightage will be on Oral and Comprehension. Bingo! My 2 major weakness.
I just realised that I've type nothing but a load of crap and none of the words above mentioned about the band camp and day before. Right, I'm not exactly planning to blog about it and all because, for some reason I can't.
Sleeping is bliss. I've approximately slept for 15 & a half hours straight.
I really wna blog about the day before I went for camp and some details about band camp. But I've really got to get back to my harsh realities of facing homework.
Was back from band sectionals 2 hours ago. And okay, I don't deny this. My eyes are droopy, I might just fall asleep on the keyboard a minute later.
Alright, sectionals today was satisfactory. Except the fact that I kept screwing my E flats and some high notes. Right now, they're sharp to the extend that, the screen displayed a Fsharp when I played a F. And my seniors and I figured that if I were to play the F using my G fingerings, it worked out perfectly in tune. Strange, I know.
Oh, and correspondingly, I'm gna flunk Grade 5 theory. I screwed up that paper last Saturday & all thanks to my pair of dysfunctional eyes. I was completely oblivious to the fact that it was right there, stating that the alphabets of the answers for the chords sections should be written, and it actually, daunt me afterwards that I've written the answer and not the alphabet. Fantastic, I've gna spend another year wasting me time figuring out chords and intervals stuff. Not to mention, forking out another hundred plys bucks for that dumb test. All I need now is nothing more than a pass.
Drat, I really wna upload On The Way Down by Ryan Cabrera's music video but, there's something wrong I've yet to figure out that stops me from doing so. & Youtube, doesn't have one either. Oh, have you guys seen the video I've uploaded in the previous post? Because Nick looks incredibly adorable in that.
Bye people, I'm gna let his music rock me to sleep ;D
I know I should be mugging for tomorrow's theory exam & not watching backstreet boys' music videos, staring at how nick's hair fall onto his hypnotic blue eyes.
Tomorrow's Joyce's birthday ;D So yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! We celebrated today after school with the Pclan boys because it clashes with the camp tomorrow. & of course, pictures!
Cutting & preparation of birthday cake, & random pictures :
Joyce & JJ ;D :
Us girls, (some left though) & some of the Pclan boys:] :
I'm supposedly named Brenda, but was changed, the last moment. I used to stick tissue papers up my mouth and swallow them bit by bit when I was young. I can't sleep comfortably knowing that the air conditioner was not switched on, windows are not close & those disgusting little creatures may just crawl onto my bed anytime. I doesn't have a liking for most rock songs. I always thought that Americian men are sexy ;D Not all okay. I love their accent compared to the British's. I have a HUGE phobia for public speaking. Yes, even speaking to a group of people no more than 5. I will like to experience how it is like to insert the stable bullet into your fingers. (I tried that once) I scratched my head when I doesn't know the answer. I gets brain freeze very easily. I always wonder how it will be like to be in an Americian high-school. I dislike crowded places. I can't concentrate without the help of junk food. I hesitate when I wna ask questions. I sleep with four hugable matters every night. Two on each sides. I am too self-conscious. Yes, sadly. I love celeries! I always thought that guys look best in jeans. I can't fall asleep without the solutions of my problems. I judge teachers on their strictness by how they dress. I like the smell of the mrt station when I stepped out of the train to City Hall. My first crush was my first best friend. I can't breathe the proper way when I'm reading Chinese words from a passage aloud. I bite on my nails when I'm pondering deeply. I always thought that alcohol stinks. Sometimes, I still ahve the habits of calculating numbers with the help of my fingers. I still have to sing the alphabet song taught in pre-school in my mind when I wanted to know what's the alphabet after another. I want to contribute to wildlife in future after my studies. I keep a journal & fill it with details alternate days. I like orange, limegreen & black. I have got a problem verbalising my thoughts & prefer writing them down. I set my own timetable the night before & rarely follows it. I dislike Coke & Pepsi. I am quiet when I'm in a bad mood, though I put on a fake smile. I am reluctant most of the time, when I agreed to go to the amusement park. I avoid landing my feet onto the grass patch, even though it means going by the longer route. I can hold back my left thumb and allow it to touch the top surface of my arm. I love bubblegum flavoured ice-cream. I used to like sports, detest them like hell now. I always have this fantasy whereby I lived in America, married to a nice gentlemen with sexy accent, & never have to learn Chinese & do algebra sums again. I drink cold beverages for the sake of experiencing the cold sensation down my throat and not for the taste. I never thought that dead fish bodies will be that gross. I have a pair of really naggy parents. I waste money on scrapbook materials and different coloured ribbons to satisfy me. I enjoyed shopping for earrings. I dislike ocassions like Chinese New Year. I can recall my dreams when i woke up. I always wore my shirts inside out. I will make no hesitation to murder you if you doesn't know that I'm in love with Nick.
Things aren't going too great. Didn't get my desire marks for maths.
Bloody B3 for movie review assignment.
Borderline pass for geography
Disappointing results for lit, though it's a B.
I'm stating the facts, if these are the results I get at the end of the year, Thankyou, my life is completely ruined. I don't wna end up staying up late, mugging for worthless subjects like physics.
And I just realised that I'm able to concentrate well if I study & does my homework in school. I've always thought that once I'm in the school compound, there's no way I'll concentrate about schoolwork. I was wrong. The amount of work I've finished yesterday was amazing. And it never came across my mind that I could have completed self-study, journal (half of week9's), study for chinese, & completed science before the weekends started.
And now, thinking about it, it was probably the temptations of using the computer made me drift away from those work ;D And yes, I guess i'll be studying at school tomorrow despite the fact there's no band practice. There will be 2 hours of tormenting maths remedial tomorrow & I don't see how we can finish those 2 topics by then. In this sort of situations, it's wrong for me not to panic. Not to mention, I've never pay attention to Mr Ang's lesson for the past 2 days.
Nevermind about that. We went to Singapore Conference Hall yesterday for SYF rehearsals & things didn't turn out too well too. Came back late in the night, probably around 2330 & went straight to bed after shower. & I've got to write reflections. Reflections that I wrote longer than the usual becuase, ha, I cant help but to beat around the bush. & oohh, NO BAND PRACTICES FOR A WEEK! ;D
Going SHOPPING for presents tomorrow with Jolene darling ;D Okay, don't look at me like that. I'll study. Yes, it's a promise.
I've got three things to look forward to : The holidays, new books & guitar lessons ;D It seems like I'm back to my old-self once again. JUBILANT~ without him.
