&rach.

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Sometimes, i really wonder.
Is my life destined to be screwed?
Or I am just simply screwing it up myself?

posted by freakout @ 8:22 PM 0 Comments

teddy

I found this behind the seats of the mrt & decided to keep it.
B'cause, trust me to think this way,
It makes me happy.

posted by freakout @ 6:09 PM 0 Comments

Forgive me for not blogging for the past few days.
I'm just plainly busy.
Which homework, CCA, theory, presentation & stuff
and I've got to thank ryan for not leaving my blog stagnant.
Not much in details that is worth blogging about.
& Qianyun, Jolene & I got booked by councillors because we missed flag raising ;D
But I don't actually mind if we've gotten detention as long as it doesn't stay in my school records.

I'll rather sit at the foyer for hours till my butt hurts than to stay at home telling myself again that I'll leave those homework untouch for now.
Seeing the sight of my computer doesn't exactly pleased my these days.
Especially when the common tests are coming & I'm sorry to say,
I've failed to prepare a single thing yet.
And with this theory examinations round the corner, it's driving me nuts with those homework undone in my mind.
It sucks when you know that your parent hundred and three dollars are gna be washed away,
somehow, in the rainwater.
And the only subject that seems to satisfy me now apart from english is art when we're now doing manga drawing and all.
But when you're comparing mine to the comics,
Prepare a speech to comfort me because it looks exactly like the retarded version.
You'll understand what it actually looks like when a face is somehow disfigured.
Like one of my drawing for example.
The face was too long and the droopy eyes made it seems like the victim of a runaway case from the mental institution.
I meant to post some pictures but my phone was unreachable within a hand's reach
& was probably stuck between the cushions and the sofa.
Let's just put it this way.
I love being idle, I don't mind. ;D

Roar, Science practical test tomorrow.
Doomsday to be exact b'cause, I've never pass any of those so far last year
& I state with certainity that will flunk it again this year.
Especially when it comes to electricity
& I should already be thankful that I don't actually connect those wires wrongly.
I need luck tomorrow ;D
Lots in fact.

posted by freakout @ 5:39 PM 0 Comments

Nick sang
"Baby listen to me when I say, I will love you more than that."




He hasn't call for awhile.
Only Nick & Charlie can help me get him off my mind. ;D

posted by freakout @ 11:00 PM 0 Comments

pics

Back from some visiting and yup, pictures ;D
No worries, not Charlie's & neither Nick's

My all time favourite cousin ;D God, LOVE natural straight hair.

Her hammer-like bubbles.
Her cute but irritating brother who never fail to call me everyday.

HAHAHA! CHICKEN WING ;D BEWARE OF TICKLERS like him.

See, he stole my shoes.

posted by freakout @ 10:27 PM 0 Comments

nick

My heart still melts when I heard Nick Carter's voice.

posted by freakout @ 12:05 PM 0 Comments

CHARLIE SIMPSON ;D

posted by freakout @ 11:00 AM 0 Comments

fantasy

Sorry, but put up with my trash for the time being.
I'm likely to be indulging in my own fantasy these days ;D

I LOVE CHARLIE!
I LOVE CHARLIE!
I LOVE CHARLIE!
I LOVE CHARLIE!
I LOVE CHARLIE!

posted by freakout @ 11:16 PM 0 Comments

BUSTED

I LOVE CHARLIE SIMPSON.
He's the one playing the drum set during the first part of the video & changed to electric guitar later ;D
BLOODY shuai but I think his voice is meant for those rock songs.
Leave your comments okay?




I think I'm head over heels him ;D

posted by freakout @ 8:22 PM 0 Comments

I like this ;D
The song I mean.

posted by freakout @ 11:50 AM 0 Comments

;D;D

Zomg,
those fishies' bodies turned PURPLE!
Disgusting little things.
& I'm totally NEVER gna bring them to school & back home again.
next wednesday's gna be the last and the fishes should be grateful that I made the trouble transporting them from places to places, having to sit through lessons on my wet butt.

Like this morning, the school bus jerked and the next moment,
water was dripping through the double-layered plastic bag.
It just happened that this Chinese New year, Jolene & Zuxiang's going away oversea
and no way I'm gna let those fishies died in Eeshuen's hands.
I feel guilty buying lots of them and those poor little things had absolutely no idea that they're a step closer to death.
Hopefully, the bacteria will be arriving from US soon ;D

Pretty uneventful for the past few days, if you ask me.
Has been missing english periods because Mr Ahmad's not here & all.
Rahh, Florence & I miss him so much. Right Florence?
And no, don't kill me if you read this. ;D
There's quite an amount of homework this weekend and not to mention those trashy tests.
I'm understanding Physics better and decided to keep my eyes open for awhile,
because really, I just realised Mr Lim's talent for being humourous
but once those Physics concept comes out from his mouth,
no, I've got to get back to sleep again.
Seriously, I'm getting ugly eye bags due to the lack of sleep.

Band's performing tomorrow for CNY concert.
& hopefully, I'll be sitting at the right position whereby those bloody glaring lightings will not blind me from seeing the condutor's baton and i'll go all screwed.
Theory after which & I'll miss the chance seeing my old buddies again.

Ha! My mum had just given me 20 bucks to spend on books tomorrow ;D
Just finished reading Jemima.J by Jane Green last week and it was fabulous.


I guess you made up your mind didn't you?

posted by freakout @ 9:51 PM 0 Comments

Found another pretty boy.
CHARLIE SIMPSON FROM BUSTED ;D
Define hot, &now, the answer.

He's gna win my heart over Nick Carter ;D

Darling Jolene & me ;D

posted by freakout @ 6:55 PM 0 Comments

furious

If you think that Valentine's day is a special occassion that allow people to walk around wearing this fake smile on their face, you're wrong.
Sorry, but I'm definitely not in my best mood today.

Disappointed in my results that are constantly dropping,
disappointed in those several big fat 0 i got for each section of my theory practice papers,
disapponted that we'll be having another camp this march
the one that I happen to dread that much.
& bloody FURIOUS with that jerk.
I have absolutely no idea that I used to trust him.

Right now, I'm practically begging him &
he made no hesitation to make life difficult for me.
I've forgive him breaking his promise right after the minute he had made
but now, he's going far too much.

This isn't funny Joshua,
It isn't the hide-and-seek game I used to give in before the game had started.
Cause you totally don't seem understand how I feel.
Thankyou for ruining my life.
he isn't talking to me anymore.

3 months ago, we're good friends.
Now, we're nothing.


Why did you have to remind him?
or rather, why did you even have to tell him?

Sorry boy. I'm just looking for the right time to forget you that's all.
I hope you understand.

posted by freakout @ 8:00 PM 0 Comments

;Dnick

My current wallpaper ;D;D
NICK CARTER :]

posted by freakout @ 1:29 PM 0 Comments

happy;D

I won't say why,
but something just happened that made me wna smile.

I LOVE NICK CARTER! :]

posted by freakout @ 9:04 PM 0 Comments

Random

I've got homework to be done but I guess there's no harm coming to blog for awhile.
Was suppose to spend my entire afternoon catching up on my Physics
but was held up during IPW till three plus & for another 2 hours,
decided that I'll stay to help finish up class decoration for Chinese New Year.

& now, I think I'll have to spend a couple of hours just figuring out those questions for Physics.
Roaar, I totally detest Physics.
Get this straight, if I stand no chance taking triple science,
I might as well go for chem&bio.
I know lots will die just to get into physics&chem,
but I don't know how I can survive for the rest of the 2 years or so.

& oohh I think I'm gna flunk maths again.
But if lady luck's shining on me, I think the best I could achieve is no more than a border line pass.
At this rate, I'll never get everything back to its place.
As for Chinese,
sorry, but I've given up hope. ;D

I know it's not the same
But boy, by any chance do you know what it mean?

posted by freakout @ 8:13 PM 0 Comments

shape of my heart

Ouch, my god.
I think I'm in love with Nick Carter's voice.
Not to mention, HOT.
Hear this part of the song:


I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart...

posted by freakout @ 6:41 PM 0 Comments

BackStreet Boys - Incomplete



Backstreet boys - I want it that way



Backstreet Boys - Drowning

posted by freakout @ 12:24 AM 0 Comments

anticipating

My heart nearly melts when Nick Carter sang this:

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart...

I've got to buy like a dozen more books to keep my mind occupied,
& distracting me from going online.
I can't bear to see his name underlisted as online in my messenger anymore,
knowing he wouldn't reply my instant msg all the same.

posted by freakout @ 5:30 PM 0 Comments

broomfite

Okay, I'm uploading some random pictures & pictures taken from today's broom fight.

2diligence's version of World War III

Jing jie defending himself by grabbing a chair.

Cheong Jing has got hold of the broom too.

HAHA! Look at Yisheng attacking Joyce's darling.

Weijie, Jolene's dear son with high IQ ~ ;D

Cheong Jing mei ;D Adorable right?

posted by freakout @ 5:13 PM 0 Comments

Everytime I opened my messenger window, & realised he's online,
My heart did this somersault & all I can do was to sigh.
Once again.

posted by freakout @ 7:00 PM 0 Comments

mylistofhottest guys

Was gathering up this in mine mind during algebra lessons.

Rachael's list of Top 10 hottest Stars on earth :]
(Nah, not in order)

1.Brad Pitt :]
2.Justin Timberlake
3.Frankie Galasso
4.Channing Tatum
5.Ricardo Kaka
6.Elvin Ng
7.Jonathan Bennett
8.Chad Murray Michael
9.Jesse McCartney
10.Sean Biggerstaff

& to the boy with the killer smile.

Sorry Teresa & Jolene. No Mr Teo & neither Mr Remus ;D

posted by freakout @ 6:23 PM 0 Comments

It Happens Everytime - Dream Street



Zomg, Jesse McCartney look so adorable when he's young ;D
& look so hot now.
Let's see if you can spot him.

posted by freakout @ 2:08 PM 0 Comments

skin

I know, I know,
the picture for this skin is a little screwed
& you'll probably not able to view it due to some reason that unfortunately, I've yet to figure.
So, put up with it for a moment until it appear & if it doesn't, I guess I've to spend another hour fixing a new one.

I guess the coming week's gna be better than what I've been experiencing for the past few days.
Except for Tuesday's Geography Test
which I'm certain that it'll wipe that smile off Miss Pon's face.
& no, I'll not be worrying about him anymore ;D
I've got this strong feeling inside that tells me,
this time, it's never gna be the same again b'cause he chose it.

Nevermind about that.
I've completed 90% of my homework,
and I've finished my test results tables for IPW on Friday.
& yeah, will be able to see the results for the unknown test of liquids
though Miss Nurieza wouldn't be around but
Jolene will be on ecstatic to know that Mr Remus will be taking over.
Her bai ma wang zi ;D ;D
Teresa's bai ma wang zi is Mr Teo ;D :D
Florence's bai me wang zi is Mr Ahmad ;D ;D
Have I mentioned how cuuttteee is Mr Ahmad?
He's like bloody nice & I always thought that such teachers have already extinct.
I think Sherina commented on his moustache, stating that it looks like Spongebob's mouth?

Oohh, the other day he was talking about Justin Timberlake
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE ;D ;D
& he was erm asking the class what's his new album's name
so I went in this very audible tone with much enthusiasm , " Future Sex/Love Sounds"
Damn, I actually said the word Sex, in front of a teacher's face.
Yeah, & we'll talking about music reviews
& he asked, who do you think his album is targeting at?
&Jolene said "RACHAEL LEE! RACHAEL LEE!"
Pity that 2diligence seemed to take advantage of him.

There's this new teacher by the name of Mr chia
who came last friday to reflief Wu lao shi
& he's funnnyy ;D
He found out there's two Alvins in out class
so he did this experiment by calling out their name & see how each responded.
;D That's what exactly made Florence & I laugh for quite a while.

posted by freakout @ 12:26 PM 0 Comments

hearbreak

Sorry, but I can't do it.

posted by freakout @ 8:03 PM 0 Comments

sick

You know what?
I'm sick of you.
I'm sick of your on-&-off treatment.
I'm sick of the way you regard me as no one.
I'm sick of you pretending to be somebody I knew you are not.
I'm sick of the way I think about you.
I'm sick of staring at my phone, hoping that at any minute it will ring.
I tell myself that you'll call today,
but you disappoint me
again and again.

Perharps I should just put an end to this.
I know it will be hard.
But I can will try.
I know perfectly well what I wanted in life now.
and it's not you.
B'cause, what I want now,
is to have the optimistic rachael back.
& I knew I could do nothing, but to hope for the best.


It's a promise, people ;]

posted by freakout @ 9:30 PM 0 Comments