bad. to worse
I have this sudden urge to stand 100 feets above the ground
and scream till my throat hurts.
Things are getting from bad to worse,
especially with this on-off treatment you're giving me.
& it's only the beginning I see.
AHHHHHHHH
If there's any words used to describe anything that's worse than screwed up to summarize my audition, that shall be it.
All thanks to that bloody lips of mine that was so dry at the moment that I couldn't even produce a sound, let alone a good one.
I swear, my fingers are moving, I'm trying so hard to bring myself to release the air from my lips.
Shut, total shut, & thus silence.
I agree my my senior, a brass player's bad day.
I'll practise like crazy now, just tell me I won't screw up my second chance.
BIRTHDAY
I'm officially fouteen!
but unfortunately doesn't feel like one.
& okay, indeed it was one of the non-depressing days I've come across this year
except the fact that I've just receive an email stating that
those research for my project work is due on Sunday.
which is like zomg, less than 2 days away ?
plus, I've got full day band practice tomorrow.
Anyway, I wna thank Jolene, Teresa, Qianyun, Julianna, Florence, Sherina, my senior for their gifts and singing the birthday song so loudly that actually made me blushed.
& whoever that wishes me :]
Also to that irritating brat, who actually fork out her own pocket money for the first time to get me PPC :]
It sort of surprise me somehow.
Now, for the best part.
Remember the guy I wrote previously in my posts?
The one that resembles Weijie, a little Jeremy
& practically has a voice which is copy-&-paste from Jeremy's?
He's in band.
& not only that, he's in my section.
Repeat:
IN MY SECTION!I mean it's kind of coincident seeing that out of nearly 30 pupils, he got picked.
Apparently, my seniors thought they've got a huge problem because he's used to playing trumpet
& the sound he produced in an euphonium sounds totally different?
Yeah, so he's probably gna have quite a hard time changing his habits.
That's what my seniors said.
God, but he so cute can?
& ooohhh, I'm happy for Joyce & *ahem*
They make a perfect couple don't you guys think so?
By the way, he called. [:That's the best birthday present I've gotten so far.
give up on chinese
Have given up hope in my chinese.
Those two words meant that much to me.How is it possible to like someone as much as you dislike them?
2 photos
zI find these two photos extremely amusing. :]
JOLENE IS SO ADORABLE RIGHT?
OKAY LA
So overall, it's okay.
Sheeshh, well,
slightly more than okay.
Everyone seemed so hyper today, especially Joyce :]
& gladly, did not screw up school&national anthem.
Mind you, I've probably forgotten the notes
after close to 2 months of break.
& the only fall back was that
I flunk maths quiz,
which is no surprise
because Miss Chan only gave us like what?
15 pathetic minutes?
& I didn't manage to finish the last two questions
which apparently cost me 4
whole marks.
Not to mention I have difficulty dividing decimals.
& right now,
I think I'm gna have a huge problem with next week's physic test.
Nope, I still haven't got any idea what Mr Lim's talking about
To me, it just makes no sense.
It's only like the 4th week and the teachers have not make a move, stopping those trashy homework and tests.
& I've skip individuals (though I need one this week) to mug for tomorrow's chinese test.
Guess I'll have to make up on Thursday after IPW.
& yeah, I think I better get my butt off this chair
& start mugging away.
Sweet.
AHHHHHH
Mood swings.
& I suppose that I'm gna have a horrible week ahead.
All I want is having you back, as a good friend like before.B'cause I don't care what people think.I really don't.
& boy, don't you feel it's so awkward now?
aaaaa
I'll let you know when I have the mood to blog
..........
For some reason,
I screwed up maths quiz today.
I mean really screwed up.
lock
& you never care do you?
come back earkly
So today I is the first time in the year that I had reached home before four.
Yeah, I intended to came home early, mug for IPW, art & do some reading
which I had not done so for quite a while.
But I ended up being dragged to Parkway by Yisheng & Joyce.
Typical.
& look what I've spent my 20 bucks on.
Pretty neat huh?
Yeah, I know it's a bit expensive but.
Still, I can't stand stepping out the shop
knowing it's not mine.
& I can't resist using it either.
Anyway, have I mentioned how much I detest Physics?
Absoulutely, I do.
& I really do pity Mr Lim somehow because
I see that he'd made an effort explaining about the convection stuff.
& I was there trying so hard to keep my eyes open
Yes, I succeeded, but no, I was only half listening to his boring speech.
Same goes for all the periods after recess.
Got Miss Cheong for Literature who seems pretty okay so far
& my god, don't you think she remsembles Amanda Bynes?
Speaking of which I knew from the moment I saw her
that she is the I-give-alot-of-homework sort of teacher.
DD; So yeah, I've already got that in mind. & we've got tutorials again this thursday.
Dig those chinese words out of my mind.
I think I'm borned having a hard time regconising chinese characters.
Tough luck.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO MY BELOVED SENIOR :]
......urge
SCREW BLOGGER.
I actually spent an hour blogging
& everything just disappear.
and Joshua Quek!
I really wna take just any axes I can find
& get his head chopped down.
Off mugging for homework.
& last chapter, i promised.
it end as soon as i tell him.
feelings
I think there's only two words to describe me.
Miserable & confused.
thanks for your encouragement joshua xiaodi, but let me tell you,
it won't work.
the urge to
Sometimes, I really do have the urge to just forget about everything and cry myself to sleep.
why ruin this friendship just by telling you how i feel about you?
moremore
Back from an hour&half of tormenting maths tution.
We got sorted into different projects in IPW & our group, consisting of Jolene, Eeshuen, Zuxiang & me got into microbiology.
Which is quite okay I guess, though I liked biomedicine better.
But still, :]
So we decided to settle on doing this oil spill issue,
trying to find out the bacteria or something that can get rid of the oil or so.
& also, research about the bacteria and some sort of stuff like this.
The other group that's doing microbiology is reseaching some kind of fungi stuff which is pretty interesting too.
Julianna's group is inventing some sort of hair dye.
& last year, someone invented this pimple cream & it actually worked.
Neat huh?
So I guess this project's gna take up plenty of my time and all &, hopefully it's worth it.
& no, I will not regret for not choosing Recruits Survival Guide for for IPW, or Trail Blazer.
Anyway, Yisheng & I toured the old block this morning.
& I felt kind of disappointed that we've shifted to the new one instead, though we get pretty good lockers, classroom & all.
Yeah, & we went to 1RP to look for that guy who resembles Weijie & Jeremy.
Okay, more of Weijie from some view
but his voice is practically copy-&-paste from Jeremy's.
He's kind of cute :]
So this curious Yisheng actually went inside the class to get a better view
while I insisted staying outside.
I do somehow pity that poor guy being stared by weird strangers like us.
& then, we went to the 2nd floor, past by 2JT where Lynette got hyper upon seeing us,
2HM, where we wanted to gave Xueying mei a surprise visit.
But we did gave Joshua one though.
Strange guy. You look funny with your cut-by-DM hairstyle :]
Sec ones audition for band turned out alright too.
Besides some nasty brat who didn't wna join band
& gave us all wrong answers on purpose.
Ooohh, & there's this china guy who looked like
him& was dragged by Michelle to come for the audition.
Guess the most humourous scene award should go to those scenes at the Air pressure station
where all the sec ones struggled to get those mini balloons blown up.
Though, I didn't tried it myself,
I doubt I can do it either.
Oops, just remembered that my science worksheet was still untouched.
I'm falling in love with your killer smile.
siann
I officially detest school now.
Since, the starting of the new year, I never did reached home before five thirty.
That includes saturday, mind you.
& i'm so busy and all that I hardly have to time to eat in school.
Monday - Assembly till 1615
Tuesday - Individuals till 1600-1700
Wednesday - Band till 1800
Thursday - IPW till 1700
Friday - Band theory lessons till 1600+
Saturday - Band till 1700
Screw homework, screw ccas, screw teachers & screw myself.
teddy's twin
Greet my pile of homework lying in my bag.
& my first composition test this thursday.
Plus some bloody chinese presentation.
& I haven't even got enough time to go research for the stuff & all.
HAHAHAHAHA.
during the sec ones audition for band,
saw this guy who resembles Jeremy.
Not only in appearance but also they seems to have similar voices.
Character perharps.
My teddy's got a twin!
Just a short summarized post
cause my teddy wants me in maple.
and I've got to mug for tomorrow's dumb chinese quiz.
screw blogger
Screw blogger.
& my arms are aching like hell due to the fact that we're drilling with our instrument now.
Imagine having all the weight of a close-to-4kg euphonium just on your left hand.
Didn't go for audition yet.
Figure out my triplets on page 3 alr but not those on the first page.
ROAR.
BY THE WAY PEOPLE. THE TAGBOARD IS WAY BELOW.DON'T MIND SCROLLING DOWN.SORRY.
The best things that happen today.
I've got a decent English teacher.
I lost weight & grow quite abit.
He called.
The worst things that happen today.
Everything else.
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So I was right all along.
It sucks.
Not just abit. But a whole lot.
Firstly, I'm not sitting near let alone with any of my buds.
& much to my dismay in front of the teacher's table
with bryan who's like bloody tall & god knows why doesn't the teacher mind him there.
Okay, at least I still have yanyan around but still
I just feel left out.
Secondly, either my audition for SYF's on either this fri or sat
and for heaven sake I have not figure out half of that bloody song.
And the other half is nothing but total mess.
GR selection I'm talking about.
& for Sunrise, I've only tried it once.
Everything's going too fast isn't it?
HAHAHAHAHA.
I've been caught for fringe again.
Seems like many teachers dislike my fringe huh.
& I've just cut it.
Perharps they just happen to saw mine while I was bending.
So that means I've got another visit to the hairdresser again.
Tough luck.
I've had a hard time deciding whether I should stay with the deco committee tomorrow to get the boards done which is due on Friday or should I go back for individuals.
If I chose to stay with the deco committee, it's for sure that I'll screw the entire audition.
If I chose to go for individuals, I'm actually bloody irresponsble leaving them al the work to be done.
& it's a different story
